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2009-01-20T22:48:00.007+08:00

They always let you get but so far, before they take everything away from you... Urgh! Experienced that a tad to often, hope it doesn't have to happen again... Anyways, been thnking alot lately, since the O Lvl results, everything. Sigh, it hasn't been easy lately. =/

Well, been going through the scriptures, found these lines meaningful. Somehow, they struck me more than the others.

Murder Begins in the Heart

Therefore if you bring your gift to the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift. Agree with your adversary quickly, while you are on the way with him, lest your adversary deliver you to the judge, the judge hand you over to the officer, and you be thrown into prison. Assuredly, I say to you, you will by no means get out of there till you have paid the last penny.

-Matthew 5:23-26, New King James Version

Go the Second Mile

You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I tell you not to resist an evil person. But whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. If anyone wants to sue you and take away your tunic, let him have your cloak also. And whoever compels you to go one mile, go with him two. Give to him who asks you, and from him who wants to borrow from you do not turn away.

-Matthew 5:38-42, New King James Version

Love Your Enemies

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you, 45 that you may be sons of your Father in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who love you, what reward have you? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? And if you greet your brethren only, what do you do more than others? Do not even the tax collectors do so? Therefore you shall be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect.

-Matthew 5:43-48, New King James Version

The Parable of the Unmerciful Servant

'Be patient with me,' he begged, 'and I will pay back everything.' The servant's master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.

"But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii. He grabbed him and began to choke him. 'Pay back what you owe me!' he demanded.

"His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, 'Be patient with me, and I will pay you back.'
"But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. When the other servants saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed and went and told their master everything that had happened.

"Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.

"This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."

-Matthew 18:21-35, New International Version

~Well, maybe some of you, however few of you that would be might understand why i put this here. But in any case, I feel that these words are very striking, to say the least. Indeed, as simple the lesson might seem to be, it is, difficult to a very high degree. I wonder, if I could do all this? Not without the help of The LORD, I cant. =/

P.S. Blogger really sucks. I mean really, they cant even get the spacing right. observe from above . =.=

2009-01-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

Wah, how ar? Wad if ppl like suddenly read my blog? Then they will liike noe all my secrets!!! Oh no!!! =.= ZZZZ lamez..

Anyways, Olevel results out on monday if u are that lag as not to know, hope I can go to a decent JC. Sigh, no confidence for my olevels coz some1 made me screw it up. But sad la, this universe not fair 1. So, i suai? =.= Like wth la. =.=

Okok, i noe im talking wierd, maybe its coz of the dota match just now. yea, first time i died so amny times in years . Really. Never this bad before. Wth la, how can la? =.= Nvm, shall own a few matches to make up for it... =/ Hahas, so confident wors...

Sianz, shall post again soon k? Just decided to make a crap 1 to fill up some space haha. shall do a proper 1 soon!!!

Ciao~

2009-01-07T21:24:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Guess what! Coz I havent blogged in ages, ppl dun read my blog anymore! You know what that means? Yeps! I can blog about whatever I want and no one will give a damn! Yea! Haha! Itsn loike a privtae blog that's not private at all? =/ Hmm...

okok, shall start soon ya? I go play first! Ciao!~

2009-01-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

1. You walk through the door of the bank and immediately lock the door behind you.
2. You walk to the closest counter and aim your gun at the teller, and shout 'Give me all the money'
3. A guard rushes you and shoves you to the ground, you begin to fight over the gun.

Result: You struggle with the guard and the gun goes off, suddenly theres a tremendous shot of pain through your leg. You limp from the bank and head to the hospital.

Cant really say im in a fantastic mood... =/

2009-01-01T00:57:00.006+08:00

Wow, this is my first post of the year, let it be meaningful in a refreshing way...

Just came home from Watch Night Service. Yeps, for some reason, its one of the most meaningful services of the year to me. Perhaps, as God wills it, it's on of the times when I look back at the year past, and ponder. Indeed, what better a time?

Well, it is un-denyable that 2008 has indeed be a year of testing, of trials. Yups, from O'levels, to the struggles of the senior year, even to the financial crisis, and the melamine food scandal. Yes, indeed, few would hardly find a more difficult year than 2008, even in Formula 1.

2008 to me has been a year of great pain and joy. It was a year of great loss, great grief. This was a year where my friendships and relationships were put to the test, and sadly, I have had tremendous loss, loss of people close to me, people who will forevermore be irreplaceble. This was a year that has taught me to cherish what I have, and not take things for granted. Be it my future, my friends, my loved ones. For indeed, what The LORD gives, He can also take away.

Regret. That is the feeling that fills me as i ponder over what has happened over the year, and maybe beyond. If only I could turn back the clock, Oh! what I would do to correct all those mistakes! Not just my studies, but also all those loved one's I've lost! Oh!

But still, I've to admit that at least there are the very few who do care about me. I give thanks to The LORD. I am deeply encouraged. Sigh. But still, to have love lost, is agony in itself.

I could carry on with penning down my reflections, but here's the essential gist of it. I wonder, if there's still hope to turn things around? Perhaps, with a new year also marks a new beginning? Maybe, but I will cling on to any glimmer of hope there is. Glory be to God, The merciful and compassionate One.

In the devotion just now, a particular portion of scripture struck me. It's from the book of one of the minor prophets, in Habakkuk chapter 3, and reads:

17 Although the fig tree shall not blossom,

neither shall fruit be in the vines;

the labour of the olive shall fail,

and the fields shall yield no meat;

the flock shall be cut off from the fold,

and there shall be no herd in the stalls:

18 Yet I will rejoice in the LORD,

I will joy in the God of my salvation.

You don't have to be a Christian to understand and find it meaningful. Afterall, truth is truth. Though easy as these verses sound, indeed, it is challenging to the core, especially for those of this generation. I pray, that the new year ahead will be one where we learn our lessons well, and live to the fullest possible. This is going to be a year of important decisions and trials. May 2009 be blessed, to all of you reading my blog, and all of God's people.

Hahas, thought it be good to have a few solemn posts once in awhile. My apologies for not posting regularly enough, perhaps i shall change that yea? Good night ppl, shall be turning in soon. Sorry if this post bores you, but may The LORD bless you the greater, if you do find this meaningful. =)

~Alright! Just before I end this extremely long post, I found something off Samantha's blog:

NOVEMBER BABY ------------ -------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless andindependent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, thegreatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Hahas! Just found that really cool. For those who really know me well, you'll undersatnd why. =)

2008-12-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

1. You wait till dusk and head down to the dog fight arena.
2. You see a couple of guys who seem to be looking to score.
3. You stroll over to them ready to make an offer.

Result: One of them pulls out a gun and screams 'POLICE NO ONE MOVE'. You get lost in the crowd and manage to escape.

2008-12-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

Hey, those of you who read my blog?! Lols, whoever you may be? O_O

Ermz, will be off to some 3I chalet for the next 3 days, so will not be able to blog or wadeva lols. Pls tag if you will? Will reply when i get back! =)

Hahas, decided to post a vid or two b4 i go for your viewing pleasure. Not sure if i've posted these before though... O_O Anyways, enjoy!!! XD

~This one's where the 2 actors are given 2 pieces of paper with random lines, and they are to insert them into the scene at some point. Hahas, REALLY FUNNY! Check it out!!! =)

~Alright, this one's where 3 actors are in a certain scene, one of them can say whatever he wants, but the other 2 are given only two lines to say, and they can only say that. Hahs, watch as they drive the other actor mad!!! Very Funny!! XD

Haiz, wish i could blog more, but was playing while i can haha! =) Cya!~

2008-12-14T21:40:00.004+08:00

Yea yea! Would you believe it? Im actually blogging after so long! Yups, blog was kinda dead, but since Jana tagged, I found some inspiration to do some blogging. Hehe. At least some1 reads my blog! =)

Hmm.... alot of things have happened to me recently. Yups, both good and bad, though if you ask me, its really more of bad than good... =( Hahas, but no matter, here's the breakdown of some of the recent events of my life...

~Went to Hong Kong! (Erm, did I already mention that before?O_O)
~Went to play lan with the choir alumni! (Quite often in fact. Urgh! My Money!!! T_T)
~Started learning A-maths again!!!! (Yays!!! XD)
~Went to watch "The Day The Earth Stood Still"!!!=) (yea, went ot catch it on its opening day. Really good movie! 8.5/10 stars man! Seriously, learnt alot from it. Recommended for people of the newer generation. Go catch it!!! XD)
~Went to look for a job! Oh man! (Yea, still looking. Man, what's wrong?! =.=)
~Spent some time with ppl who care...=/ (Yups, not really done yet. but seems, even if i cant be with all of them, I shared time with at least one of those who care... =) )
~Contemplating on my life. (Read the section below? O_O)

Been doing alot of that most of the time, really. but seems, the more I do it, the more im actually contemplating my mistakes than anything else. They say that one should live a life with no regrets, but simply put, Im just a teenager, but already my entire life IS a big regret! This will not suffice, my failure cannot be tolerated. Honestly, i wonder if it's all worth it. Should I carry on searching? Is the cost of it all really too high? I've already lost so much.... if not all. Should I persevere in my search? is it really worth all this? T_T

2008-12-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

2008-12-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hahas, terribly sorry guys, been blogging about the Hong Kong trip as promised, but it's just not ready yet. Only done witht eh first day. =.= Sigh, will try to hurry yea? =/

Well, things havent been exactly very smooth for me lately. Been struggling with certain things of late. Not really asking for sympathy, but just seeking your understanding people. I apologise again for the relatively dead blog. Please do continue reading folks.. =( Sigh.

2008-12-05T22:44:00.001+08:00

Im so sorry for not blogging regulalry, but just oo tired and no mood. Haiz, promise to do so tmr, ok? =(

Damn, why liddat?

2008-11-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hahas, sorry for not blogging lately, been really sian-ed out, no time, etc yada-yada... =/ Hahas.

Wow, guess what! We(the choir alumni boys) have been playing DOTA at lanshops from mon-fri straight!!! Cool right? HAHAS! Lols, really fun stuff man! =) Maybe it's partly coz of the fact that the people on my team always seem to enjoy themselves? O_O Hehe, yea! =)

Sing-Out was really cool stuff man! yea, been going faithfully for the past 4 years, but this time as the alumni. They say it's the last Singout. Not the first time I heard them say it though, but I guess this time its quite likely, coz MISS YEE IS LEAVING!! =( Wah, liddat choir how ar? I mean, she's been THE conductor for years and she probably noes the choir like the back of her hand? Well, maybe its better this way, coz she should be going out to the open sea to catch bigger fish. Anyway, she'll have our fullest support and she promised to come back and help out in SYF next year anyway. =) Hahas, maybe not that bad bah, all depends on the new guy then! =S

Hmm, for some reason we werent able to attend the school musical on friday, shant say why! =X Hehes. =)

Anyway, leaving for hong kong in the morning. I havent really finished packing yet, and gtg sleep. yea, it's the choir trip thingy that costs close to 1k. ZZZ..... Anyway, just wanna spend some time with those folks, and hope its worth it then! Sounds like fun, but why do i get this strange gut feeling? =S

Well, no matter, I gtg liao. Yups! Gtg pack and sleep! Shall blog when I come back then!!! XD

2008-11-29T23:31:00.001+08:00

Lols, isnt this blog awfully lively now? XD

2008-11-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Oh well people, i guess I may be closing this blog soon anyway...

2008-11-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

Haiz. What does the world want from me?

What do YOU want from me?

2008-11-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hahas, it's the day after my birthday and still receiving wishes. Yay! =)

Overslept! Was supposed to meet Kelvin at Khatib @9am, to go wilson's house. Ended up meeting them to deliver me so @ 10+. Hahas, cool la Wilson's house. His dad rears an illegal toroise, the kind that after years will grow very huge and block cars that kind lols! He introduced his brother as his father.. =.= ZZZ. Anyway, his PSP got this cool F1 game! I mean seriously, its fun, budden 71 laps can take hours to complete. =.= Must have alot of time if u wanna play..

Well, went over to causeway to go seoul garden to eat as planned. Ended up waiting for Bryan and Glenden at the arcade coz they thought it was at 1. Woah, we left really late, ended up early. strange yea?

Ate like crap! Hahas, but somehow the food wasn't so welcoming as before... =/ Hmm... Still ate and played like crap nonetheless!! Hahas, Kelvin seriously crapped like nuts. Wah piang, laughed alot until face red, need wilson support me oso. ZZZ. Left abt an hour later. Yea, sooner then expected coz we rushing to lan. So nice of those who treated me hahas, esp wilson. =)

Were late as planned. Joined in the cs game with Leslie and 5 others. Well, nth really much to say about the lan sesion, just that we planned to play more dota, but ended up playing really little of it. Yea, was quite dissappointed. Kelvin had to leave early. Wlsion didn't join us, but that was ok. 10 ppl, just nice=). Sigh, was expecting some more promising gaming...

Went home with leslie, after walking around J8 and buying bubble tea, which brought back personal memories. Haiz, so long ago, wish I could go back then to those sweeter times... Talked about games as usual on the bus back....

Am at home online (duh.) just installed the new Red Alert3™ and was trying it out! It's a gift from Glenden and maybe Bryan? Wow, really cool, and alot more complicating and interesting than Red Alert2™, seriously. Recognised a few borrowed elements from the other C&C games. Hehes, gonna be playing it quite often now! XD

Okok, sorry if this post seems abruptly done, but i really have to go. Have fun ppl. =)

2008-11-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

Argh!!! It's just about ONE and a HALF HOURS left!!! Oh no!!! =((( Aiya, why so fast one? T_T

Anyways, had a pretty ok day today. Yea, was actually expecting something more eventful, but i guess i'll have to settle for this. =/ Original Sentosa outing plan cancelled too, replaced with Seoul Garden and LAN!!! lOLS. Hahas, Glenden so nice, he say he gonna buy the new Red Alert 3™ for me!! Whoo!!~ It just came out less than 1 month ago!!! XD Hehes, been waiting for that for along time!!! yay!

Had choir practice in the morning, for alumni choir. Yea, got lotsa progress today. Saw alot of ppl during choir too! Hehes, so long nvr see them liaos. =) Will see more of them soon. =) SingOut! should be fun, though it has a reputation of always not being as fun as the previous one, at least it's something to look forward to. COME WATCH US PPL!!! XD

Miscommunication. haiz, rather not talk about it, but at least they planned some seoul garden thing tmr. Wilson and kelvin coming along too, maybe others. Hahas, hope so! Met up with Xinhui and gang and played some silly game at the playground after going bubble tea shop and crapping with Lennon's gang. ZZZ, some things never change... =.= Seriously. But I guess it's cool that way. =)

Met up with Sam. Realised I left my plastic bag full of games and other impt stuff behind at the bbt shop! Was really moody. hahas, she pei me take the cab to go back and find. We couldn't find it, even asked the aunties if they had any idea. Dunno, but my gut instincts told me to search around. No progress. Luckily auntie told me to ask the sleeping uncle. Coz true as it was, it was his 'di pan' as she said, and he found it for us, and had kept it in his cupboard behind somewhere! =) Yays!!!! Hahas, thank you samantha! XD

Went to J8 to enjoy swensen's dinner with the family, as is tradition, coz there's no Sentosa this year. =/ Oh well, quality time with the folks is always good. =)

Maybe this year's not so bad afterall. I mean, even though we couldn't go to sentosa like we used to, and i seriously wish we could, at least there's still something. yea. Just hope that tmr works out. =) Thank you all who wished me happy birthday, whether you meant it or not. Even greter gratitude I extend to those who made this experience bearable. =)

Finally sweet 16, I guess alot of things are about to change. =)

2008-11-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

YEA! JUST AROUND TWO HOURS TO GO!!!! XD

Hmm... I wonder who will actually care? lols.

2008-11-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey! Just barely 2 days to go!!! Yea! B'dae on monday!!! XD Rmbr ppl!!!

Just celebrated today, with Daren and Wen Shen. Yea, our annual gathering lols. Cool thing is, we are still close as ever, and few things seem to change, even after so many years since our primary school days. Hehes, Glad its these kind of ppl that stick to you for life. Ppl, like Bryan on the list lols. Who's next I wonder? =O

Hahas, had great fun! We went to some 'Hooked!' restaurant for lunch. Yea, a really huge one too! =) Hehes, caught up with each other very quickly, reminisec-ed(is that how you spell it?Whatever man =.=) and joked around as usual! =) Hahas! Then it was back to the com and games all the way! (as usual? =)) Pity we forgot to invite Michael. Hmm....

Lols, all-in-all, a great day spent. Traded tips, on certain games particuarly DOTA, and then it was a day passed. Seriously, it just flew by... =/ Looking forward to the next gathering, hopefuylly sometime this year! Maybe a LAN outing? =o

Well, still preparing for the next few days, esp tuesday. Hope as many ppl can make it as possible!!! XD

Revenge is sweet, VERY in fact! But that's usually only when you can grab it... =.= Where is the Justice when you need it either? =.=

2008-11-14T00:05:00.005+08:00

Well, I hope You all have watched the previous video! Lols, here's another one! =) hahas, sorry, not enough time to blog. Sianz. Still gtg prepare for graduation night tmr!!! How how how? =S

~Okok, For the benefit of those lost, this vid is abt 3 actors taking turns one by one to sing a song one word at a time. It's done on the spot, so watch as they do it! LOLS! Really crappy!! XD

~WHOO!!! less than 4 days to go!!! XD I hope you all rmb that day!!!~

2008-11-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hahas! Had a birthday breakfast-lunch with Samantha, Xin Hui and Kai Xin! So nice of them! Anyways, had fun, and we ended up shopping for clothes before going to school... Wow... What and expereince... O_O

There was this ASEAN conference thing in school. Yeps, we are the organiseres this year wors... Still rmb mine last year... Really fun man... I had to save my team la! Coz the powerpoint everything screwed! So in the end, I had to do everything impromptu. Lols, added alot of ideas, and stuff, in a really crappy way lols! But then in the end, Ms rita Kumari said it was the best of all, coz ours was the only school presentation where EVERYONE was listening and not sleeping! hahas, I think i crapped too much coz ppl were laughing alot... O_O So embarrassing la! Buuden when i went to mix around witht the others school teams, they said i was a good presenter. =) Yays! XD Oh yea, and our school ppl in the audience said that the CHIJ girls behind them were crazy, kept saying that i was cute lols. Then they tell me careful, in case got stalker!!! O_O Oh man! Memories... =S Anyways, was quite tensed at some points, esp when the CHIJ team was like bombarding us with questions on our policies non-stop. I would be gald to answer them la, budden the teacher MC told me to end it quick coz no time liao. Hahas, in a way, she saved me. =) Tired liaos... =S

Hahas, alot of words rite? Okok, chill out with this REALLY REALLY funny video! I mean seriously, but the impromptu is really good. =) Watch as they sing a song one word at a time each. VERY GOOD!! hahas, enjoy! XD~~~~

2008-11-10T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hahas! Its now officially Samantha's Birthday! Yeps! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA TAN YAN LIN!!!! XD

Lols, not sure, but maybe i'll do a dedication, see how bah, but i really gtg right now. Hope she has fun tmr. =)

Sigh, mine's in exactly one week's time! Looking forward to the sentosa and etc. party as usual! Lols, but only ppl qwho rmb my b'dae are invited! =) Lols, i wonder who will?...

2008-11-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

Wow, was, and still am kinda dissapointed with the conclusion to this year's Formula 1 Championship. Damn, still think that Fillipe Massa was more deserving of the title alot more than Hamilton did. Sigh, but thats the sport I guess?

Anyway, was planning on blogging on the Brazillian Grand Prix, but was really put off by the championship results, so sorry for the delay... =/

Well, either way, here's a summary of the season from the FIA. =) Enjoy the review! ~

~How the 2008 drivers' championship unfolded - a bite-sized guide~

Four men quickly emerged as title contenders in 2008, one of them quite unexpectedly. All of them started from pole, all stood on the top step of the podium and all of them led the standings, but only one could be champion. So close was the competition that halfway through the season just two points covered Lewis Hamilton, Felipe Massa, Kimi Raikkonen and Robert Kubica, with three of the four level at the top of the table. We look back on the evolution of a gripping contest…

Round one - Australia
First blood to McLaren and Hamilton. As they win, Ferrari suffer a disastrous start to the season, with Raikkonen and Massa mustering just one point between them. Kubica starts from the front row, but retires after being hit from behind by Nakajima.
Standings: Hamilton 10, Raikkonen 1, Massa 0, Kubica 0

Round two - Malaysia
A back-on-form Ferrari dominate qualifying and look set for a one-two until Massa puts it into the gravel, leaving Raikkonen to take the win from Kubica. McLaren are hamstrung by grid penalties and Hamilton trails home fifth.
Standings: Hamilton 14, Raikkonen 11, Kubica 8, Massa 0

Round three - Bahrain
Kubica springs a surprise with a maiden pole, but it’s Massa who’s quickest off the line, the Brazilian going on to a much-needed first win of the season. Raikkonen beats Kubica to second to seize the championship lead, as Hamilton again fails to score following a fluffed start and a collision into the back of Alonso.
Standings: Raikkonen 19, Hamilton 14, Kubica 14, Massa 10

Round four - Spain
Raikkonen wins from pole to almost double his lead over Hamilton. Massa follows him home for another Ferrari one-two, with Hamilton third and Kubica fourth.
Standings: Raikkonen 29, Hamilton 20, Kubica 19, Massa 18

Round five - Turkey
Massa takes a third successive Istanbul win to move into joint second in the table with Hamilton, who pips Raikkonen to P2 at the flag, with Kubica a distant fourth.
Standings: Raikkonen 35, Massa 28, Hamilton 28, Kubica 22

Round six - Monaco
Hamilton regains the championship lead for the first time since Malaysia with a confident performance on Monte Carlo’s slippery streets. Kubica is second and Massa third, but Raikkonen fails to score after running into the rear of Sutil.
Standings: Hamilton 38, Raikkonen 35, Massa 34, Kubica 32

Round seven - Canada
Montreal sees Kubica’s finest hour as he leads a BMW Sauber one-two for his and the team’s first victory. With it comes the championship lead, as Hamilton eliminates himself and Raikkonen in an unlikely pit-lane collision, and Massa can only manage fifth following a refuelling problem.
Standings: Kubica 42, Hamilton 38, Massa 38, Raikkonen 35

Round eight - France
Massa takes his first - and only - turn at the top of the table after exhaust problems for Raikkonen hand him victory. The Finn makes it home in second, with Kubica fifth. No points for Hamilton, who starts with a grid penalty for his Canada mishap and is then penalised again for an illegal pass on Vettel.
Standings: Massa 48, Kubica 46, Raikkonen 43, Hamilton 38

Round nine - Britain
The season reaches the halfway mark and things could not be closer. An imperious wet-weather win for Hamilton, combined with lacklustre performances from his rivals, produces a three-way tie at the top of the standings, with Kubica just two points adrift in fourth.
Standings: Hamilton 48, Massa 48, Raikkonen 48, Kubica 46

Round 10 - Germany
Another storming drive from Hamilton brings a fourth season victory and a championship lead that he will ultimately never relinquish. Massa is the only other contender to score heavily, with third place. Raikkonen and Kubica finish sixth and seventh respectively.
Standings: Hamilton 58, Massa 54, Raikkonen 51, Kubica 48

Round 11 - Hungary
An engine failure robs Massa of likely victory and a puncture helps relegate Hamilton to fifth, leaving Heikki Kovalainen free to score his maiden F1 victory, with third-placed Raikkonen joining him on the podium. Kubica takes a single point for eighth.
Standings: Hamilton 62, Raikkonen 57, Massa 54, Kubica 49

Round 12 - Europe
Raikkonen begins a sequence of four non-scoring races as his engine fails. Unfortunately for him, all three of his rivals make the podium, with Massa victorious from Hamilton and Kubica.
Standings: Hamilton 70, Massa 64, Raikkonen 57, Kubica 55

Round 13 - Belgium
Massa closes to within two points of the championship leader after a controversial ending at Spa. Hamilton is demoted from first to third for cutting a chicane whilst battling for the lead with Raikkonen, who subsequently crashes out. Massa inherits the win and Kubica takes sixth place to keep his fading title hopes alive.
Standings: Hamilton 76, Massa 74, Kubica 58, Raikkonen 57

Round 14 - Italy
Kubica is the biggest beneficiary as Vettel stuns the top guns with a maiden win for Red Bull. The Pole finishes third behind Kovalainen, while Massa’s sixth place puts him just one point shy of Hamilton, who takes seventh. Raikkonen is again out of the points in ninth.
Standings: Hamilton 78, Massa 77, Kubica 64, Raikkonen 57

Round 15 - Singapore
With third place, Hamilton is the only title contender to score in Formula One’s inaugural night race, which sees a surprise win for Renault’s Fernando Alonso. Kubica finishes 11th after a drive-through penalty for pitting under the safety car, Massa’s race is ruined after he leaves his pit with the fuel hose still attached, and Raikkonen crashes out of his own accord.
Standings: Hamilton 84, Massa 77, Kubica 64, Raikkonen 57

Round 16 - Japan
A second successive win for Alonso further tightens the championship race. Hamilton and Massa are both hit with early penalties for driving offences, helping Kubica to haul himself back into contention with a second place. Raikkonen finally rediscovers the scoring habit, but it’s too little too late and the reigning champion drops out of the title race.
Standings: Hamilton 84, Massa 79, Kubica 72, Raikkonen 63

Round 17 - China
Hamilton banishes the memory of Shanghai ’07 with a dominant victory that puts him on the brink of championship glory. Second for Massa ensures it will go down to the wire, but Kubica’s title aspirations end with a disappointing sixth place.
Standings: Hamilton 94, Massa 87, Kubica 75

Round 18 - Brazil
The season climaxes in truly dramatic fashion, with Hamilton seizing the fifth place he needs at the very last corner, as a rampant Massa cruises to the win. For a moment, Ferrari think their man has done enough, before the timing screens confirm the McLaren driver has made it by a single point, becoming Formula One’s youngest ever champion.
Final standings: Hamilton 98, Massa 97

~Yeps, so that's pretty much about the title contention in a nutshell. When F.Massa had crossed the finish line, he was champion! Coz S.Vettel had passed L.Hamilton, putting him into 6th place, meaning that Hamilton would lose the title. But, you see T. Glock was the only one in the top few who didn't change to the wet tyres when it started raining heavily. It was a good gamble, but Glock lost control at the last few corners, allowing Hamilton to pass!!! WTH! Zzz.... Tyco!!!! =.=

Alright, if you dont undersatnd what the fuss about Hamilton being outside the top 5 places in Brazil is about, let me explain... By right, if Hamilton was in 6th place, both he and Massa would have 97 points. So to decide the champion, they would see the number of wins, which Hamilton had 5, and Massa had 5 before winning in Brazil. If still tied, they look at podiums, and so on... So in reality, Mass had won 6 races, coz of winning in Brazil, but lost to Hamilton by one point. Yea, sometimes, sports is really unfair...

Ferrari team principal Stefano Domenicali paid tribute to Massa, commenting: “Felipe has grown so much, year after year, demonstrating his talent and personality, answering his critics with his driving and with his mind. He has had an amazing season and would have deserved the title. That's sport, it can sometimes be cruel.”

Sighs, Fernando Alonso didn't really make it into the contention, but that's because its the 2nd time hes changed teams consecutively. Besides, Renault was having problems with all the sudden changes in FIA sepecifications, including the sudden change in tyre supplier. Simply put, Reanult was busy getting use to settings. However, someone had told Alonso that he had won more points than any other driver towards the end of the season. Mind you, he was very consistant, winning in Singapore and Japan back-to back, and 2nd in Brazil behind Massa! Alonso commented that sadly, the race started from the begining, not halfway, but it meant that he'd be fighting for the title again next year. =) Mind you, he's already won two consecutively before! We'll see how it goes next year!!!

2008-11-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woah! I gtg, so i better make this quick!

Been playing Red Alert2 for the past 2 nights. Hehes, Red Alert 3 is out! Not sure if its been shipped to stores in SG yet... =/ Anyways, doesn't matter, promised myself to buy any games only after Olevels are completely over. =) Hahas, looking forward to post-exam activities! Im gonna study!!!(I noe its abit late hahas =p)

Well, anyway, am gonna post about the Brazil Grand Prix, and maybe abit on the bumpy O'level situation. Hahas. Got so much to blog about, so little time? Hmm...

Gtg! Keep reading ppl! =)

Remember, remember,
the fifth of november
the gunpower, treason and plot.

I know of no reason
why the gunpower treason
should ever be forgot.

Yea yea, u'd only understand this if you've watched a certain movie haahs! =)

2008-11-02T23:34:00.005+08:00

Sian, yet exciting. I dunno man, olevels is just wierd. I mean, I really want it to end soon to relieve myself, but another side of me wishes to start all over again, and do my best for real. Wth.

Anyways, feel really kan-chiong-ed about tonight's race. The final Grand Prix of this year's season will be at Sao Paulo, Brazil. Hope Massa can take the title, coz hamilton must not win! Zzz....

~Here are the pole standings for the race:

1st Row:

1)Felipe Massa(Ferrari), 2)Jarno Trulli(Toyota)

2nd Row:

3)Kimi Räikkönen(Ferrari), 4)Lewis Hamilton(McLaren-Mercedes)

3rd Row:

5)Heikki Kovalainen(McLaren-Mercedes), 6)Fernando Alonso(Renault)

Well, Alonso doesn't have to win this one. Just dont want Hamilton to win. Hope Alonso will overtake Hamilton and keep him from scoring points. Yups, all the best for Massa! Lols. The race in SG time will bhe at 12.45 P.m. Yea, coz its daytime in brazil.

Cheers! Gonna sleep... Gotta study tmr morning... zzz.

2008-11-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

hey hey! How's life. Sian. Life's so boring. Thank God most of the tough papers are over! Yea, I couldn't study much for POA! Wanted to wake up at 2, woke up at 7!!! Oh no! I thought I was going to die!!!! Zzz....

In the end, the papers were so simple. In fact, I finished half of paper 1 n 10 mins. Yea... Apparently, most people felt the same way, and the whole hall was slacking... Oh no! Hahas. I actually balanced paper 2. But found out 1 mistake so far. 1 mark gone. SIAN!!!

Well, if u wanna noe y losing 1 mark is so terrible, here's why: well you see, if alot of ppl hit a1, they'll moderate so that the grades ppl get will even out. Well, too many ppl getting a1 is not fair for ppl of other subjects you see... Yups, so every mistake you make will count for alot in easy papers... Somtimes I wished the papaers were harder. But well, that's only good if you did exeptionally well! Hahas! =)

Cheers! Nect paper: SS!!!! Yups, cya! Keep reading my blog guys!!!! =)

Must be more positive...

2008-10-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

Yeaps, sorry, havent blogged in too long... yea... O 'Levels wad! What were you expecting? =.=

Sianz. Today's maths papaer wasn't so tough, only that by the time i realised I gotta pee again, the paper just started. Oh well, just 2.5 hours... ONLY...

Started out ok, in fact, somehow could focus quite well too! But towards the end, at the last question, I was dead. Urgh! Damn It! =.= Better yet, the examiner wasted another half an hour on lectures, so i had to ren for 3hours++... WTh. Yiyuan, CHoonkeat(erm, the singing one) were also tahan-ing. Woah, I tot i was the only one... O_O

Anyways, we had to go back into the hall and out again. The P.E. was like trying to coordinate new moving organisation, and asked if we could see the logic of it and the sec5s all corused like ;"NO!!!!" Lols. Budden he really wasted alot of time la! Kept us for like 1hr +++? =.= So while he was talking, they were saying things like, "Eh, I got tuition in 5 mins!", "Eh, my father angry with me liao la!', "Eh! My grandma waiting for me to wake her up!" and "My grandma waiting to teach me SS." Lols rite? Yeaps, 5 years in this school and you do learn alot... =/

Anyways, gg pia poa. Sucks man.... ZZz...

Heys, in the first place, who reads my blog man? No one. So what am I blogging for? =.= I think I kight as well close down my blog liao la, no point writing for nobody... =.= I mean, seriously, I've got much better things to do... =.=

2008-10-24T23:14:00.004+08:00

Well, decided to post hahas. Todays maths papaer was, no comments, anything can happen man... =/

Anyways,

We’re a long way from April Fools’ Day so I’m taking this one at face value… for now.

F1 cars used tyres with green grooves in them during the Japanese Grand Prix to show support for the FIA’s Make Cars Green initiative:

~Those will look great on a Renault...

According to the FIA:

The initiative demonstrates that Formula One’s teams and partners are backing the Make Cars Green campaign’s goal to reduce the impact of motoring on the environment.

It looks like the definition of greenwash to me.

~Hey guys, guess what: They look shocking on a Ferrari... Here's a pic:

~Found these comments on a forum;

-This just stinks of Honda favouratism…they’re forcing all the other teams to use tyres in Honda’s colour scheme….Honda’s PR must be loving this. It’s just a shame that they are racing at Fuji and not Honda’s Suzuka, that would have been perfect.

-It’s straight out of the “Honda book of believing people are stupid” - the chapter on how colouring something green will make people think it’s environmentally friendly.

The world is saved, people, Bridgestone have bought a new can of paint…

-Alright, they're not mocking the idea of being environmental. They're mocking the idea of painting tyres green…it’s idiotic!

But anyways, better green than most other colours, coz Green's my favourite colour! Hehehe! XD

2008-10-19T21:20:00.005+08:00

WAH!!! (Officially)First paper tmr! Yeaps, the all-time-favourite : Chemistry!! Hahas, not that I dun like it, just that there's truckloads to rmb. Yea, and do... =/ Gonna wake up ltr at around 1am to pia... =/ Sian. Hope I dun die of fatigue. Gotta find my good friend coffee to help me...

Anyways, was thinking, and realised that O' Levels was just like a Formula1 Championship! yes! Its True! Well, hope I'll be like Fernando Alonso. I mean, he was wold champ back in 2005&6, but series of unfortunate events put him at such difficult times. But, despite technical difficulties that forced him to start 15th in Singapore, he still won!!! Amazing rite? He won again in Japan. =) Well, abit late to get the much-needed points for the Driver's title, but hope he'll make it next year=) Yeaps, So i hope I can chiong back again, coz its not like im stupid or wad, just that I was lazy. Yeas, zzz... Stupid me luh.

Hahas, anyway, Olevels and F1 is likme so stressful? And there are like so many laps and turnings! the smallest of factors could cause anything to happen! And the race is so tedious that extreme focus is required, for lives and assets are on the line!!! Yea, hope I can finish this race in splendour! =)

yea, wow. Alot of like confessions and stuff in my posts lately yea? hahas, crap. Anyways, shall post 2 vids to make yer'all laugh yea? If you havent already seen the first one, here's to your benefit. Enjoy!~

~Posted this already one not long ago. Gotta watch this before the 2nd one. Yea. =)

Urgh! Hey! Continue to tag and pray for me guys! Promise to reply your tags even if i cant blog! Gtg run! ~~~ Bye!~

2008-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yeaps! Suddenly decided to blog!

Today was my Physics and Chem practical for O Levels! Yea, it was a really tough chem paper, or rather confusing? Lols. Anyways, managed to finish the paper. Some ppl couldn't. Hiaz. Seirously one wacky paper la.... Burning and Lighted splint at once? Woah! Honestly, this is by far the toughest, and most unique pratical we have ever done in our sec school life... =O

Hey! Guess what? Despite all this, I actually didn't sleep at all last night! Thats right, AT ALL! You know why? Coz yesterday there was this anniversary celebration thingy at Coffee Bean, so hot tea went out at like 50cents each?(u.p. $4.00+) Yups! So I camped there to drink tea and study for the whole afternnon till evening! Drank 5 cups of differnt teas haha! Yea, and you probably figured it by now, the caffaine was too potent... Errs, yea, spent 2 hours struggling to sleep, ended up deciding to study to pass the time...

Hahas, in the end, I spent 1 hr playing with my hp first! Yea, then got bored and then i decided to call up some ppl at 4 am! Whoo!~ But only managed to wake Brennan up, hahas, he was like no clue to wad he is saying or who he talking to! (Alright! If you want to scam Brennan or sth do it early in the morning! XD) Suhail was already awake, pia-ing! =O Thats like so surprisingly un-expected! Lols! (Yea, loves oxymorons!) Actually, turned out for the better. We spent abt 1and a half hours talking and discussing abt practical. Yeaps, thanks to him, I discovered that there was alot more to study thatn I thought... O_O

Wow, thank God I didn't fall asleep for my practical okay? Scared I suddenly tabuleh tahans... O_O

Sigh. Almost had full marks for my prelim 2 pract for chem, but didn't coz I wrote Copper(II) as Copper. Yups, forgot put the '2' symbol there... Sian, differnt case for all of us now... =/ All the best bah, God's will be done...

Sigh, been thinking over my life on the bus ride home. Yes, I've made my decision.=)

You have been so absolutely cruel and heartless to me lately. You refuse to even let me understand why, despite all my pateince and love. You jjust shove meaway when im there for you. The phone call was devastating. What a completely heartless creature you've become. You have dishonoured not just me, but yourself. You have broken every single promise you've ever made to me.

The past two years of my life have been the most eventful. So full of ups and downs, its also when I learnt the most. The most enjoyable, yet painful period of my life. What's more, just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, it did. Yes, it did.

Perhaps, it's God's way of accounting, but then who's to say anything? Actually , Im glad it happened this way. I've become a mush stronger person.=)

What you did today, that comepletely bitch(under-statement btw.)-like behaviour, ironically made me realise, that I was little differnt, in the way I've been treating God. I mean, He's been giving me chances to shine, yeat I've refused to work hard, not that I didn't want it, but was just plain lazy. Yet, despite all these, He's been gracious to me, and given me chance, not really a second chance, it was already given long ago, but I was just to lazy to take it. I realised how much I owe God for all His mercy and grace. Yes, I am unworthy of such, yet He continued to freely give, just in differnt measure. I knew, that I could never have such grace to another human who would do something simillar, yet He, the Almighty One would extend such love to me, a lowly being. Wow, such love.

I therefore have, conviceted myself to take this last chance the has been offered. I promised God, that I would do my best, with His help of course, for my O Levels. I shall do what I can, to live this life for Him. Its no longer belongs to me now. =) I even sms-ed Miss chong, asking her to be my witness. A rather shocking reaction, but mixed with extreme gladness was reciprocated.

To all you who are reading this right now, bear witness, that I will strive my best for my O Levels. my target is and L1R5 of less than 10. Thank you for taking time to read this. I pray for your support. =)

2008-10-11T23:16:00.013+08:00

Hahas, had a great time today. Yups, celebrated Jacey and Parmish's birthdays.

Erms, really sorry ppl, but i gotta go. Hahas, promise to finish the other F1 post soon! Keep checking back guys!

Updated my music too! Lols, more to come! Pia for O Levels ar! =(

Added another song on top of it all just. Felt it to be rather inspirational, please listen it through at least once! =) heart warming... ~

~February Song~

Where has that old friend gone

Lost in a February song

Tell him it won't be long

Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes

Where is that simple day

Before colors broke into shades

And how did I ever fade

Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down

Forgive me if I slip away

When all that I've known is lost and found

I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up

And sometimes it's more than just enough

When all that you need to love

Is in front of your eyes

It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down

Forgive me if I slip away

Sometimes it's hard to find the ground

Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away

From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down

Forgive me if I slip away

When all that I've known is lost and found

I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone

Lost in a February song

Tell him it won't be long

Til he opens his eyes

Opens his eyes

~Not bad rite? Yeaps, Josh Groban songs are good. =) Second song to compliment it , in some way? hahas. =) Enjoy ppl! Be sure to check out for future updates coming up!

2008-10-05T21:42:00.024+08:00

Alright! Promised to blog about F1 rite? Yea, sorry ppl, been really tired this week... =/

Erms, ok, F1 was really cool! They actually blocked off areas like the Esplanade and stuffs just for the F1 ticket-holders. Then they had like, stage performances and other stuff to keep us entertained during the large breaks in the programme. Hahas, yea, it was really cool, but everything there was expenseive man! Seriously, jerseys costed like $100+? Umbrellas also... Oh, and the food... Duck rice for $8? No way man, can buy like 10 plates of bee-hoon from the hawker centre behind school... =.=

Whoa! Guess what? The engine noise was so loud, that when I was camping at a good spot for photos, the car suddenly went VVVRRRRROOOOMM!!!!! and my ears went ringing..... Ouch. Forgot to put on my earplugs! XP

Alright! Enough talking, I'll just show the pictures and explain as we go along, yea? =)

~These are just some of the MANY MANY(seriously alot) pictures taken during the Qualifying rounds on Saturday(Who cares about the Friday practice session exept for the crashes man... Kekex jk.)....

~ Wow, talk about inflation kicking in already!!! =O

~Yea, cool rite? You can actually check out the live progress on a small handset! (Its not free of course!)

~These are the Porche! Yea, they had races of all sorts of cars during the three days, all part of the Grand Prix. But of course, the highlights were at night ,reserved for the Forumla 1 =)

~ Yups, thats me! The good-looking photographer on scene!! XD

~Btw, Have you heard that I'd moved to a new home? Yea! I did! Here are some of the picts too... =)

~My toilet! Yups, this is where I pee and shit! =) Nice rite? ppl say it looks like a hotel! XD

~This is where I go when I get really bored.... Yeaps. =)

~Ok, as you can see, construction is not done yet, awaiting more rooms and facilities to come. Yea, my house too small lah... =/

~Oh! This is my living room! Yeaps, its where I go to watch Tv shows and live ones too! =)

~Ok la, this is not part of my house. Wanted to show the effect of the sunset, budden photo quality too poor liao. Haiz...

~Ok, enough crap! Now, back to the Grand Prix. =)

~Yea, some guys just get all the best views rite? Hais...

~Whoo! Yea! They are finally coming out!!!! XDD

~Fernando Alonso is on the road!!! XD Yeas, he won this time! Hahas, been supporting him for quite some time liao. Hes got a long story to tell man...

~Notice that the cars are designed and built pretty low so as to reduce air-resistance? Yea, so its kinda hard to get a good shot nearby... =/

~That's Felipe Massa, the guy who got top pole-position. (Means he got to start at the front of the starting line in the main event)

~Yea! Red Bull gives you wings!!!! XD

~Felipe Massa again.

~Lewis Hamilton, McLaren's main driver.

~Yeaps! Fernando Alonso, Renault's main driver. =)

~Oops! Some poor guy crashed his car! Thank God its just the qualifiers...

~Zzzz... Imagine if the cars were still moving.... O_O

~Yup! Thats me again.=)

~Another pict of me with the service car. =)

~Ooo? Wads up with those ppl? I think that's the drivers that were stranded on the track haha!

~Yups! Some of you might recognise this next location coz its the Marina Bay Platform! =)

~Not bad rite? I quite like the part where you can see quite claerly the ppl in the stadium and the purple light of the Singapore Flier in the backdrop. Hahas=)

~This is Heikki Kovalainen, currently the second driver for Maclaren, and is Lewis Hamilton's teammate. My mom actually met him in person and talked with him for a day! She was sort of a 'babysitter' so to speak, they call it a 'minder'. Her job was to wave off reporters and crowds haha! They took a picture, have it in the laptop!= )

~This is Kimi Raikonen. He's the world champion for last year and the main driver for Ferrari.

~Yea! This is what its like from one of the Gradnstands! Feel the atmosphere man!!! Hahas, I guess you gotta be there to really understand. XD

~Haha, these 3 shots are taken from the screen lol. Its a crash! ooo! How exciting! =O

~=O Is there an emergency? O_O

~ Yups! This is my grandstand! =)

~Isit just me, or do the lights at the stadium seem brighter than usual? O_O ~Not bad rite the scenery at night? Yea, you gotta forgive me and the lousy camera... Hahas, F1 was really cool, but I guess you really gotta be there to feel the thrill of it. =)

~RESULTS FOR THE QUALIFYING ROUNDS~

1)Felipe Massa - Ferrari

2)Lewis Hamilton - McLaren

3)Kimi Raikkonen - Ferrari

4)Robert Kubica - BMW Sauber

5)Heikki Kovalainen - McLaren

6)Nick Heidfeld - BMW Sauber

7)Sebastian Vettel - Toro Rosso

8)Timo Glock - Toyota

9)Nico Rosberg - Williams, Toyota

10)Kazuki Nakajima - Williams, Toyota

11)Jarno Trulli - Toyota

12)Jenson Button - Honda

13)Mark Webber - Red Bull Renault

14)David Coulthard - Red Bull Renault

15)Fernando Alonso - Renault

16)Nelson Piquet JR - Renault

17)Sebastien Bourdais - Toro Rosso

18)Rubens Barrichello - Honda

19)Adrian Sutil - Force India

20)Giancarlo Fisichella - Force India

Red: Top 3 pole-positions (ppl who will start the main race at the front)

Yellow: Top 3 final positions, exept Lewis Hamilton (ppl who went on the podium!)

~Fernando Alonso(no.15) had top timing for the third and final practice sessions on Friday, and was among the top 3 for the other practice sessions and was doing well for the first Qualifying round! However, on the second Qualifying round his fuel line came off and his engine died! Woah, you should have seen the absolute frustration from his body language, but he had to run off the track due to danger. Wth la, damn sad for him lor! Zzzz..... Was so sian-ed la on that day!!!! =.=

NOTE: Fernando Alonso still won! XD

~Heys, this is the end of the post on the Qualifying rounds! Hehes, shall post on the Main Event soon!!! Keep reading ppl! XD

2008-10-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woah! Been working on the F1 post. Too many pictures liao la... I mean really, I took like hundres man! Noe wad? Theres more and videos on the ogther laptop too... Woah.... =S

Anyways, decided to post a commercial I ran across hahas! Hope you like it, Its about Fernendo Alonso and Lewis Hamilton, taken sometime before Alonso quit Maclaren-Mercedes to join back with Renault. Enjoy!~ =)

2008-10-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

Erm, heys ppl, sorry for not blogging for a really long while....Really tired. =( Not feeling well mah...

Erms, I need some time for the F1 post, really too many pictures liao. Hahas, sorry for the dealy, thnx for reading! =/ Tried to update music too, but got the stupid 30-sec preview shit. =.= Yea, damn stupid... =.=

2008-09-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

Whoo!~~ Its been a pretty amazing weekend of F1. Really shagged right now, gonna turn in. Promise to blog abt it soon! =)

2008-09-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

Well well! Ok, so im here to blog as requested! =)

Hahas, today was a pretty slack day of lessons? Well, its thursay'd timetable, what do you expect?... =.= Its no surprise then, the fantastic pon rate=) Lols. Eh! I got perfect attendance ok! Not bad right? Yeaps, especially for someone who is in a class full of pon-sters! XD

Anyways, nth really much to do really, but to study. Sigh, just cant seem to get the company to do it with. =/ Sianz.

Hehes! Even my maths tutor admited that my maths improved alot! Yays! A1 for O'levels!!! Hahahahaha!! XD Yeps, but then just 1 A1 is not enough... =/ Sianz.

Erms, my dad was opening up the CPU before I came online? Wow, i was so sad coz i thoguht the PC was broken or sth? Turned out, he was just adding another hard drive... =.= Phew! =)

Hmms... Sorry, nth pretty much to blog about today... Oh well! Guess I'll just post a couple of vids to brighten up the post! =)

~Hahas, yeps, i posted this before, but its just so cool that I decided to post it again when I suddenly thought about it! Yeas, cheers to memory! =) Check out the other Vids to come too man! Really cool! =)

2008-09-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

Well, at least today ended well. Hehes, you know why. =)

Wow, whole day of checking papers! Sian-ji-bua!!! Wth la! We had to sit on the small chairs in the hall for like hours on end? And sometimes, it serioculy get REALLY boring and you just feel like sleeping but you cant! Zzz.... Anyways, Brennan and i were like trying different sleeping positions? Gave up after the Mr. Bean one where you bend down while sitting and put your hands where your legs are. Lols, works, but then all the blood rushes to the head and you go red! =)

Hmm... Maths paper! Yeps, Miss Chong kept saying I improved alot! Yeps, quite true actually. You know, I actually counted all those careless marks in paper 1 alone, they add up to 20! And its mistakes like, I put "+" as "-" that kind la! WTH! And thats not even counting paper 2! Wow, i calculated, it was like a sound A1 without those wasted marks... &@!#&%*@^ Goodness la, now have to settle for B3... Heyz, I have been failing my maths so far u noe? =) Yea, BEWARE THE SLACKERS!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

Anyways, gonna try to pia liao, guess what I havent even started pai-ing like what i should be la! Hah! Take that you teachers!!! XP Gotta start real soon... =S

Erms, well. Thank you the Ice Kacang-Rojak ppl that encouraged me! Really appreciated it! =) Thx!

Heyz! Decided to post another video. Enjoy!~
Gonna update my music real soon too! Stay tuned... =)

Yea! This one's called Sound Effects!!! Hehes, its about Noah and his wife!!! Really stupid!!! Hahas! Must watch! SUPER FUNNY!!! XD~~~

2008-09-20T23:54:00.004+08:00

Sorry people! Have not been blogging too regularly lately... Life just sucks la. Seriously. I mean what was i thinking la! No one in this damn blue world cares! they just act like they do, and walk out on you when u need them most. Hey, that's not even half of it! Guess what! Even after you've poured your heart and soul on them, they just walk out on u like u did nothing! Woah! that's gratitude for you man! Hehes, yea, life's fantastic that's what it is! You know what? What is the point anyway? They just betray you even though you put so much effort into it. You sacrificed your whole future for them, and all they do is laugh while they walk away. Dammit! Why are they so cruel? What do they want anyway? Your downfall. They just want to see you suffer. They want you to crash and burn! Hahas, yeas, nth like roasted ol' Jon. Yups, real nice. Guess what! Its seriously not amusing when you do so much when they care so little. Nvm. I dont want to carry on. It just pains me to. If you really do care, at least show it. You dont even talk. Its not that i dont want to believe it. But you are not even moving, how to trust you? Would you invest a trillion dollars on something that is not stable? I need proof man! Proof!

2008-09-20T23:02:00.004+08:00

Man, why are you like this? I mean, seriously, you are not being practical at all. And i hope you realise that this isn't working? Really. Stop acting all tough and shit, and please, just come home. If you want that, fine. But this is just not the way to do it...

2008-09-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hahas, today was a pretty average day I guess? Yea, haha not so bad...

Spent the whole morning watching movies! Wow, watched Blade:trinity, Tears of the Sun, CLear and Present Danger and watched an episode of Calefare! Hahas,not bad right? Of course, this is me we're talking about! =)

Hmmm... went to school to grab my Physics text book. Yea, cant study without it I guess? Sianz. Tmr is like, just a 1 hour MCQ paper? And then we can go home... Waste time sia... =.= Zzz....

Spent time after "lunch" with the dramam people! So cool la they! Really bonded lor, like a family. Somehow, makes me feel a little regretful for not joining in sec1. Yea, maybe I would have done fairly well there... Oh, well, who's to say it wasnt for the better? I t was God's Will. =)

Hahas, talked alot! Yea, seriously enjoyed myself. Drama people are really expressive! Even in slacking, they remain quite open about it. =) Wow, they are a young group, but are full of potential. God bless those peeps. XD Still waiting for Her Highness, The Queen of Balestier(did I spell it right? =P), hmm.... I think she's offline already? Oops.... =O Sorry Xue Er... =S

Yups! Well, hope tmr's gonna be a day well spent. Sigh. Why do I feel like a part of me is being washed away? Im doing what I can, to set things right again... =)

Hey peeps! Decided to post another one to brighten up your day! =) Enjoy!~

~Hahas! This one's called Two-line Vocabulary. 2 of the 3 actors are only given 2 fixed lines each. Watch as they annoy the middle actor!!! XD

2008-09-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

2008-09-14T22:36:00.003+08:00

Ohhh welll. Guess its just part and parcel of life? Dunno.

Hmmm.... My time spent in church has been really fruitful. Seriously! God has his purpose in putting me in the special instruction class. Hahas, been growing alot for the past few weeks, learning and discovering the grey areas which I have alwasy pondered over. Wow, its been a pretty amazing journey. Best part is - Its not over yet! Hahas, God's Will - something more than words can describe. =)

Anyways, Life's been a pretty rough ride, especially these two years. Today, I was reminded of the teabag lesson. How you can only get the rich flavours of the tea by putting the teabags into the boiling water. Yes, I had to get into this blasted clss, just to learn it well. Sigh, Isit wortyh it? I hope so. =/ Better work hard, and not waste all that im capable of away, and letting everybody down. Again. Sigh, not easy. =(

~Hahas, just thought I might post another video again, laughter's best medicine, rite?
=o

You know I'll be waiting for you. =)

2008-09-10T23:07:00.004+08:00

Well, today was just History. Yeap, wish I had read more, than I would have been faster... Sigh, most evryone had problems with the timing, so not so bad bah... Wrote quite alot. =/ Hope I'll do well =)

Sianz, tmr is POA paper1! My papaer 2 is screwed, so I really dunno, but not pinning much hope on my POA for this prelim. Sigh. =( Anyways, hope to at least compensate that much... =/

Studied in Bishan Library after school with Smantha and Winnie. Lols, saw Weili at J8. Hehes. Did some POA at the lib. Sian, was too tired to focus much. Hope I can do well tmr! =(

Well, sorry guys for this wired post. I noe, seems rather strange rite? Dont usually blog this way... =}

Yea! Promised to post some pictures of the Founder's Award folder rite? Alright, here it is. Doesn't really do Justice to it though, you gotta see it and hold it for yourself... =)

Yeaps! The brief overview of it. =)

A little detail! Hahas, not bad eh? Lols, nice rite? But seriously, its alot nicer when you hold it first hand, and when you know you worked for it! =)

This year our company has 5 Founder's Men, Glenden, Hong Kiat, Samuel(Yes, hard to believe rite? Lols!) , Bryan and I. It's not really hard to get, but I'd say that consistency in attendance is more than half the battle won already. Seriously.

Got photo shoot tmr! 4 of the 5 founder's men are involved coz they only need 4 ppl. Since Glenden graduating next year so he shall do it next year. Wow, this id the thrid time they'll be telling us its the last time we wear our full-U since POP... O_O

Hahas, decided to post another funny vid before I go. Its about the props game, really dumb! Cheers!~ =)

2008-09-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yea, today was the start of the prelim 2.... again. Yea.

Hahas! Finally received the Founder's Award certs! Yea, man, about time la! Lols, but of all times during prelims? O_o Had to prepare script with bryan for the MC... =/ Hahas, not bad, the Folder was really well done! Seriously, its nice. =) Shall post some picts in my next post? Yea. =)

Rushed through SS paper. Guess what? We were actually tested on an issue out of our syllabus! In fact, most of us never even heard of the Rwanda Conflict with the Hutus and Tutsis( Yea, I know, the name sounds like a bunch of insects or sth? O.O)! Lols, but not bad la, do-able. =) Hope my handwriting for the SEQ is legible. =)

Maths was pretty fine! Honestly, alot easier than I had expected! Budden, its hard to say, maybe paper 2 will be a killer? O_O Oh no... =(Did it smoothly and relaxingly. Hope can do the same or better for Paper2! =S

Well, had lunch behind school with Bryan, Derek , Hong Yi and Si Yang. Saw Mrs Janice Lim! Oh... Lols. Went back to school to study awhile before going off. Had tuition you see. Maths! Woah...

Tuition today seemed shorter than usual. Maybe its sth to do with the fact that I had lotsa questions to ask? Haha, I think Li Xing was really happy abt my enthusiasm. =) Yea, could feel the difference when I was doing the paper today, like the effort of my practice lately was kicking in... =) yea, thats mighty encouraging. =) hahas.

Well, Did abit of POA before coming online.

Heyz! Decided to post another video today! hahas! This one is about props, where a random item is given to 2 groups of actors, and they impromtu with their imagination. Really WILD and FUNNY!!! HAHAS! Enjoy! ~

2008-09-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

Yea yea.... I know, my music kinda little boring liao. I kno! Budden hor, the imeem got the stupid 30-sec preview thing lehs. Wha Piang. Cannot upload nicve songs liao lor... =(

Hahas, yea, that was some crap singlish. Dunno, never really found an aquired taste for speaking that way on blogs... O_O Anyways, had tuitin in the morning again. Yups, the one at Bukit Batok. Long rides.... =/ Its a routine already I guess? And I always end up at the esplanade. =) hahas, but made a detour today. Went back to school to have lunch . Or at least nearby? Yea, then made my way to the Esplanade=) Hey! Guess what! I found 4 albums of National songs! Cool rite! Too bad they're not on loan.. =(((( Sigh. There goes...

Anyways, found myself at Bishan Library. O_O yea, shifted there, coz I realised I had left too early. Lols, then went home for dinner. =)

Online now, played abit of Red Alert2. hahas, gonna wake up early tmr morning to do more maths. Holpe i can do enough... =/

Bye!~ XD

2008-09-03T22:07:00.005+08:00

Hahas, today was my mom's birthday! Yea, lols, started the day really boring-ly though... zzzz....

Was studying in school. Yes, STUDYING! Lols, actually, just doing maths, abit of here and there only.. =/ haiz, wasted 3 years of my secondary school education already. No choice, but this barely makes up for it... I'll have to pay the price for it, everyday for the rest of my unnatural life. Sad, but true. Its like a curse, and its never going away. T_T Well, left early for valid reasons... =/

Anyways, had tution after that. Hahas, I think Li Xing was quite surprised to see that I did so much work out of my own initiative! Lols, bombarded him with questions! XD he didn't give homework coz of that=) Hahas, 1 hour only, coz gg rush to buy TYS and mom's b'dae present! Oops! =p

Hahas! Went all the way to ToaPayoh just to buy Physics and Chem TYS! Woah. Zzz... Then went to J8 to buy the present. Haha! Then rushed to Fish & Co. at AMK Hub, the whole family was there waiting! Oops! =) Hehes! Ate the usual NY Fish and Chips! =)

Haha! Random shot of the coaster! XDDD Fishie!!! =P

BHB Frying pan.... =.=

Woah! Sounds addictive! Like sniffing glue or drugs? i dunno... O_O

Lols? This is more than addictive! - It's dangerous! =s

Okays! Haha, those were just random shots! XD Guess you all wanna know what I got for my mom rite? Hahas, bough a cute lil(maybe not so little) soft toy for her from Action City! Yea, it caught my eye straight after walking in, and I knew it was the right thing for the occasion! Yea, wad do you know, I was right. =) Here are some picts!

Yea! So cute rite! Hahas! Lols! My Mom and sis called it hammy... Coz it looked like a hamster? Dunno... Thought it was a slipper when I first saw it... O_O Maybe its a dog? Argh, nvm... =/

Goodness! Look at Its Tiny feet!!!! hahas! Really wonder how its supposed to move la!!! XDDD

All Right! Time for its excercise and to put those wheels to the test! A race perhaps? Ready, Steady GO!!!!

10 hours later.... Wow, it really is taking its time... I think its sth to do with those tiny legs of his? I dunno... o.O

Hahas, Got a bookmark for her with a message written on it too! Yeps, not exactly photogenic material so I didn't bother too. =P Hehes, went home, came online, slept. Think im going to school again tmr... O_O

2008-08-31T22:10:00.007+08:00

Yea yea... I promised to blog didn't I?

Well, lets start with yesterday. Hahas, went for tuition. Yes, the one at Bukit Batok. Goodness luh... the journey... Anyways, went to the esplanade with Brandon, Benjamin, John Mark and Sherman. Lols, they are some ppl... =/

Went to eat first, at subway. Haha! The cookies are real nice! =) lols, I upsized the drink, and smuggled it into the library. Lols, in the end, the space was so small, and since there were no tables available, most of them couldn't study. Zzz.... They spent alot of time buying snakcs... =.= Hahas, did some e-maths, some POA then went to walk around at the terrace there=)

Lols, So windy lor the place!!! I think it was coz its about to rain bah! HAHA!~ Heavily! XD

Hahas, The Marina Bay platform so bald! Looks more like a mini-gold course now! =)

Hmm... We were on our way to church, walking through citi-link. Then suddenly hor, the whole place was blocked up! So chocked with people you know! Woah.... Then this old security guard came and told everyone to use the staircase to get to City Hall MRT. So we went up, along with some of the crowd as the people were being directed. Guess what? It was raining heavily outside! Lols, they were like saying: " Walao eh, that guy think he very funny isit?" and " Wah thank you very much luh!" And stuff liddat lols, but seriously, i think that guy was just doing his job... Oh well. =/

Yups, spent the rest of the night in church, really cool, always learn something refreshing there=) Hahas. Got home, came online, lols, end of story. =) Hahas.

Yea, at least I finally posted some pictures on my blog! Yups, its the first time. So cool la! Never really bothered to try doing so haha! XD keep reading my blog ppl!=) Shall update more often! =S

2008-08-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hahas! Yea, I promised to blog and so here I am=)

Lols, erms, shall do what I was planning to do tmr. GG sleep now. Mum nagging. =( Bye!~

2008-08-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

Yeaps! Im finnaly back to blog! Sorry people, but my house internet and phone lines were dead for the last few days! Lols, yea, suey rite? My dad said that maybe the whole block kena leh... =O Eh? oooo....

Anyways, been really bored lately. Prelim 2 started on wednesday! EL papers. Haha, lol, and then it stopped. Yea, prelims2 just stopped, till after september hols that is. Zzzz.... Interesting...

Sigh, why do i feel this way? Like something's been taken away from me that did not even realise. When will this gaping hole in my heart be filled? =/////

Sorry peeps.... gotta go. Promise I'll be back tmr. Hah./

2008-08-23T22:31:00.005+08:00

Yea! Havent blogged in such a long time!!! Hehes, finally updating!=)

Anyways, Had farewell function last night! Must say, It was an the night I had been looking forward to since sec1=). Always wondered wad it was like to graduate! Lols, yea, kinda miss those innocent days though, oh, what I would do to go back to those times. Can still remember so clearly my sec1 performance for farewell! It was Precision Drill!!!! Yea, haha, and guess who was the centre man? yea, I'll leave it to you to figure that one out=) Hahas, anyways, must say this year's was not bad, quite well planned as compared to previous 2 years? Hehes.

Man! What a journey this has been! My experience in PHS has been the most enriching time of my life so far. But I owe most of it to BB and Choir, among the many other CCAs I've been in. Yea, I rmb in sec1 when seniors would tell me, " Hey Jonathan! Join BB for wad? U siao ar? Quit la!!!" And then in BB my seniors would say," Hey Jonathan! Join Choir for what? You gay ar? Quit la! U siao isit?" Hahas, yea, but come sec2 they realised it was impossible to stop me already. Hahas, they must have thought i was mad, and wondered wad i was thinking. You see, im the first of my kind to join so many CCAs and actually stay loyal. Hahas, turned out there were so many ppl like me, who followed in my footsteps somewhat. Haha, feel proud in a way, to be a trend-setter. =)

Must say, through my hard times and smooth, there were ppl there beside me, or at least, sometimes. This journey has been really something. I've met so many different kinds of people, made so many friends, but I have also lost friends, people that I would gladly fight back for. Sadly, It is against me to force anyone to, a pity? Maybe. I'll just leave it to God then.

Sigh, I will surely miss my times in Choir. My BB life is not over yet, coming back as a Primer. I've got the Founder's Award, now to aim for the President's Award! yea! XD Sigh, why do i feel like im not done here yet?

Anyways, they were really nice to humour me at the function. Doubt they'll even remember me, and the heart and soul I put in service. Maybe, like what the Bible says, I should seek to please God and not man. To lay treasures eternal in heaven, and not temporial treasures here on earth. But why not both? Sigh, still, I think that those ppl just pretend to be close to me. Deep inside, we all know its fake.

I had always contemplated and pretty much decided to come back, and since I've promised many ppl that I would, I shall. But to what end? I really dont see the point, after all, who am I? Like they appreciate me. Doesn't matter, I will keep to my promise. But I dont think They'll see me very often.... I ask myself, isit really worth it? After all, I've thrown my life away for them. Why should I waste anymore on them, like casting pearls before swine? What worth is there? What joy? Barely.

Sigh, maybe thats enough of this emo-talk. Man, I really dont know how to pick up the threads of a new begining. How do i go on? You really have no idea, what this feels like, what i am feeling right now. Its just beyond words...

Well, Nth really much else to say, had quite a lovely , busy time out today, tuition, esplanade and all. Even helped some1 shop for awhile. =) Really need to chiong liao. Or I'll lose everything else. =/ Awww man...

Sigh. Shall I end here? Yea, I guess this post is long enough. Wow, seriously didn't expect to write this much over so little. Really, had alot more to say... =( Ah well, whats the point anyway?

2008-08-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

Wah! What a semi-boring day!!! Yea, went to church in the morning as usual. haha, never fail to elarn every time. =) Went to a malay wedding for lunchy after that! Hehes, not bad la, the food quite nice actually. Lols, but still enjoy Christian Weddings best! =)

Anyways, got home, slept, did some POA hw, then came online. Managed to catch the Olympics finals of table tennis, SG vs. China! Lols, knew that we wouldn't win alrd =/. D= But in the first place, didn't feel rite having so much foreign talent occupying the majority of success. Yea, I know, its alright to have foreign atheletes who become citizens join your side, but the SG team is really ridiculously so. zzz. Nvm.

Well, came online, did abit of stuff. Going off soon. Sigh. Why do I still feel so hollow on the inside? =/

2008-08-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

Yea, well today was apretty good day! Haha, yea, started with tuiniton . Had to chiong all the way to Bukit Batok from Bishan!!! WHoo!~ Nutcase tuition!=) haha, but its worth it la. Lol.

Then from Bukit Gombak mrt had to travel back to City Hall just to go to the esplanade, which is almost like my second home now? Yea.... Hahas, coz its so zai=)

Well, went over to places like suntec to eat, and marina bay platform to emo and stuffs. Hahas, today's a day of reminisence, and old times. Hahs. Thanks to Samantha for being there with me to study in the library@esplanade and Huiling for eating with us=) Yea, you guys really made my day! =)

Well, apart from all these, *sigh*, i really feel like theres this huge sword and arrows piercing through me, and im bleeding to death in agony. Hahas, I know it all sounds mighty morbid and painful, but seems you get used to it after awhile. Or do I? Hmm...

Shall blog more tmr when i can! =)

2008-08-05T23:08:00.003+08:00

Today was a rather erm, semi-long day? haha, sorry, speaking in jonathan. =) Anyways, Gettign Merit award. Sigh, dissapointed. Expected more, for all that i sacrificed. It was, not really worth it. =(

Anyways, Mom getting some award too! Haha, had hard time at dnt? Yea, used to think that 5 periods at one shot was boring nuts, but now it seems barely enough! yea, seriously.

Well, pretty hradworking day during lessons. Sigh, gotta chiong soon. =( Had 2 rememdials today as usual, then rushed down to rochor centre and sim lim tower with HT and Fav the Xucker. Yep, only he would understand that one that means. Hey, thinking abt it, he deserves that name. =) go figure out wad it means haha!

Sianb. Such a boring ly long and tedious day! Haha, loosened up with Whose Line IS It Anyway again! Lols! So funny la! Okok, I'll post one more vid tonight! =) Hehes! XD

~This game is called two-line-vocabulary, where 2 of the actors are only given 2 lines to say, while the other 1 can say wadeva he wants. Lol, Collin's a senior engineer called in to a nuclear plant where a leak is reported! Haha! Super Dumb! XD

Haha! Super funny rite? Shall post another one again real soon! Maybe tmr? HAHAHAS! LAUGH OUT LOUD!!! XS

2008-08-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

Haha! Promised to blog didn't I? Sorry, couldn't find the time to post wad i wanted to. Runescape is so fun now! Haha! Shall post sth tmr, but really gtg now. Bye!~

2008-08-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

hahahaha! Went to SAJC open house! Went to Marina Bay platform for NDP again too!!! Yea, shall blog more tmr? Lols, gtg go off liao. Playing runescape again after sooo long! LOLS! Haha, promise I will blog! Keep reading ppl! =)

2008-08-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

Ok, was asked to blog. Well, havent come online in 4 days... Zzzz... =/

Sianz. Yea, life's been rather rough lately. Sigh. Nth much to say at the moment.

Maybe you should all get into theatre! Join the drama club! Yea, bet you would all be magnificient there! I really dunno what you all think la, but plaese stop playing with me, please stop acting like we're quite close? Seriously, it pisses me off. Yea, even if u seem to be acting friendly with me just for the sake of pretneding, thank you very much but just go home and fly kite please... =.= And for those who really care, where are you all? =(

2008-07-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

Yea yea, I know my posts are really.... well you know. Haha, dunno but havent really got the mood and inspiration to blog so super-ly like i used to so well...

Anyways, UPDATED MY MUSIC!!! Actually, re-organised is a better word, but since im trying to get ppl to continue listening to it more, I shall use updated. Sounds nicer, kinda got a ring to it. I updated my music. Sweet. =)

Hahaas, yea, real sian these days. Dunno, but seems kinda empty sometimes. Like sth's been taken away without realisation. Dunno.

Played basketball after school again! Yea, been awhile since I played like this. Yea, getting my form back again. =) Haha, just love it when I really feel the improvement. Like there's power flowing through my body, like star wars liddat. =)

Anyways, shall end here. Sigh, so much work to do, just cant really get round to it. So tired... =/ Physically of course. Not really getting enough sleep. Must be sth to do with the computer... =/

Sianz. Well, at least things aren't looking so bad for now, sigh. How long will this be. How long will they show their true colours again?

2008-07-20T09:31:00.002+08:00

Wow, Im finally editing my music =) Haha, budden the songs that i upload can only be heard by myself, coz of the stupid 30sec preview crap thing... ZZzz... Sian. Lol, Keep falling asleep before coming online at night, so i have been coming online in the morning for the past 2 days. Sianz, where is everybody?

Well, gotta admit, life's abit boring lately. Yea, went to the esplanade library yesterday! Wah, that place really damn cool la! Lol, got live musicians, CDs, DVDs, Scores, etc.!!! Wah, can borrow and listen there somemore lor! haha, but the place abit small... Haha, but really cool la! Got practice and dance room somremore leh! =) Yups, can slack there for hours! =)

Went over to Marina Bay platform to catch abit of the parade show. Haha, been going for all the previews and it seems they add a little sth to it every week. Yups. Watched halfway, then had to go home for dinner. Oh well... =/ Still feel its abit ban tu er fei... =/ Heard that some of the audience started leaving coz it was raining! Haha, imagine the fireworks! =) Shoo! Bang! Phizzzz.... XD

Lols, still feeling kinda empty. Sigh, friendships are so vague nowadays. Wads this world coming to man...

Decided to post a random video today, haha, so sianz=) FYI, Here's where 2 ppl from the audince do sound effects for 2 of the actors! Lols, this one is about the captain of the titantic and his wife, moments before it hits the iceburg! Enjoy!~

Haha, shall post even funnier ones soon! Be sure to check out the music too! =) LOls!

Sian. Still feel so empty.

2008-07-16T23:00:00.004+08:00

Oh welll, what a rough 3 weeks this has been... Listening to love songs now to tune up my mood... =( , which reminds me, I havent tuned my voacls in ages!!! Goodness! Sigh, miss those good old choir sessions years ago where we would just blast to our heart's content! =) Hahas, those days are long gone, and sorely missed... =(

Anyways, its been a pretty rough day itself today... Yea, sigh, maybe I dont wanna talk about it... If you really wanna know just ask me yourself... =/

Sigh, so tired of this life. Seems so meaningless at times... I dont think anyone truly understands, what it feels like to be on the brink of gaining something great, but then loses everything instead. Its like a total nightmare, one you cannot wake up from. Yea, sounds terrible? You really have no idea... So what now. Here I am standing with almost nothing left at all. Really wonder who actually cares anyway.... So please stop pretending, all of you! Because its freaking obvious who really cares! Look whos here with me now? Wow, revelations dude... So stop smiling and waving to me like we have known each other from decades! You gotta start proving to me through actions!!! Zzz....

Lols, sigh. Dunno, but suddenly seem so especially fond of Moulin Rouge soundtracks and Westlife classics. Haha, yea, guess they are rather soulful.=) Sigh, talk to me man....

2008-07-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

Yea, its about time I blogged I guess. Sorry 'bout it, but been rather pre-occupied with prelim 1 ... thought I didn't really prepare very well for it... ~ HAHA! =p

Well, did pretty ok for my chinese O'level Orals!!! yea, spent $210 on tuition and in the end wad was prepared did not help at all. yea, I relied on my survival instict as usual this time... Haha! It worked! =)

Anyways, been an uneventful week, apart from NDP preview and a few other things, but life seems to be pretty bad this past few months. Sigh, wads wrong?

Its my last paper tmr. MCQ 1hr 15 mins paper on Physics and Chemistry. Hope to score. Sigh, cant help but have that heavy feeling about everything.

Sigh. Where's love when you need it? Where's everyone when you need them? I realised, that in this world the word 'friend' is merely a term to describe a person that you know of, nothing more. Because no one seems to be there, when you need them. They only pretend to care, but they never really do. Imagine if you were confronted by danger. Im sure, they would run for their lives, and leave you behind. Yea, thats how it is. Sad right? But pretty much true. Theres this emptiness... One I cant seem to rub away. Yea, so stop saying hi to me... unless you mean it. Coz it really pisses me off when u suddenly wipe that smile away and turn your back on me when im in dire need.

2008-06-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Wah, die liao. ZZzzz.... I need more time!!!!

2008-06-29T00:41:00.001+08:00

Aiyo, aiyo, how? Ze me ban? Prelims tmr!!!!! Wah seh, gg liao... =( Still got chinese O'level orals leh!!! Wah Piang eh!!! =(

Still got CCA records to do, its all screwed up!!! zzzz, sian, why is life like that? =(

2008-06-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

Haha, I know my blog looks like its dying? but well it cant be helped... Prelims and O level chinese is just days away! Goodness!!! Will blog when i have more time... =(

2008-06-17T23:37:00.004+08:00

Today is without doubt one of the worst days I've had in a pretty long time... Yes, im quite certain of that.

Man, i really hope i get knocked down by a car or sth? Yea, hope i get killed on the spot though, there are people who are killed really slowly and struggle all the way to the hospital before they die! O_O Ouch! Yea, or maybe I'll be stabbed with a knife on the way to school tmr?(*hints*) yeps, make it quick btw... I dun wanna die so painfully in agony... =(

Sigh, life sucks yea? Someone just kill me pls? What reason do I have for living anyway? I dun think any1 even cares...

Can some kind soul out there tell me of a place which repairs PSPs really cheap but good? Ty!

Bye-Bye!~~ =)

2008-06-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

Today's sunday. Yeps, sunday. Its one of the few days that end with a 'Y', coz itws fathers day! Lols, nth special today actually, had church as usual, went out for lunch as usual and came home to sleep as usual haha! At least it was open sunday in church today and it really got to me. =)

Well, supposed to have pizza or sth for dinner, but somehow my dad couldn't get it so he went to buy staty instead. Well, its father's day so who's to argue? Hahas, it was quite good anyway=)

Well, i came online as soon as I could, to watch WliiA!!! Hahah! Yeps, caught a few really good ones! i laughed so loud, every1 could hear me even when the door was closed lol! My sis and mom came to watch with me haha, and vol increased=) Lols, heres a few! Enjoy! Sorry if the post today abit boring ar haha! =p

~Yups, these 2 vids are about sound effects, where the host gets 2 ppl from the audience to do sound effects for Ryan and Colin. Haha, this one's about charlie's angels!!! XD

~Hahah! This one's about pregnancy! Its really dumb and comical!!!! XDXDXD!

Hehes, hope you enjoyed them, was hoping to update my music too, but imeem's stupid 30-second preview thingy really sucks... zzzz Bye!~

2008-06-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hahas, didn't even leave the house today!!!!! Lols, had tuition at home mah... =/

Enjoyed the concert yesterday! To a certain extent? Hahas, happy to spend time with the choir again. How could I miss it? Lols, We were off to macs, but it was like closing down in front of us? Wow, and I thought it was open like 24/7? O_O

Decided to post more vids! Yups, its better than the last 2 i think? Lols, this chel person tagged on my blog so im posting that 'escape from work camp' vid she requested.... Whoever she is? O_O

Hahas! Enjoy!=)

~This one is where these two guys act out a scene with two ppl from the audience making the sound effects for them. Its really funny hahahaha!!! XD

~ Hahas, this one is where this guy cant use his hands, so another guy will be his hands for him in this activity. Haha, he's supposed to be teaching the 3rd guy making use of the props available to him. =) Lols, its well done!=)

Hahas, for those who havent seen the first two, please scroll down and enjoy! XD Hahas, shall be posting more soon. Laugh out loud ppl! =)

2008-06-09T22:31:00.007+08:00

Hey ppl!!! Back to blog again.... Yups, promised to blog more often and so i will. =) Hehes, didn't really do much today, went to sembawang lib to read or sth, but ended up playing my PSP instead haha!!! Dynasty Warriors and Call of Duty is fun. =p

Sigh, really didn't do much, went to Yishun for fun and met wendy. She just had lunch with Xiao Ning and so went home with her... ZZZ, talked and suan-ed on the way hehes. =)

Yea, came home and played more... Yups, wad a really fun and meaningful day indeed!!! XD

Did I tell you that I stayed up with my mom last night till 2 to watch comedies? Yups, its called "Whose Line Is It Anyway?" Its like a comedy show with real actors that do stuff impruomptu! They're really skilled!!! I think its showing on central on a certain weeknight... Hahas, its really funny! Here's a little peek at some. =)

~This one's where they have this hat where the audience had put in pieces of paper with different scenes written on them before the show, and now they will be randomly drawn out to see how many the actors can act out. Haha, Its really quite good!=)

~Hahas, this one is where they get two ppl from the audience to do sound effects for these two actors. Haha, its really quite good! =)

~Haha, hope you enjoyed the vids, shall post more next time! =)

Sigh, really need to talk... =(

2008-06-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haha, went fishing with my church friends yesterday!!! As a whole, we didn't catch many fish, only 2 of us caught... BUT I CAUGHT A BIG ONE!!!! XD YAYS!!! XDDDD Hahas, my skin got caught in the fish hook and it bled D: Ouch. Quickly washed the wound then went back... =/

Well, then something interesting happened... No, i didn't catch a blue whale, IT STARTED RAINING REALLY HEAVILY!!! It was like the myanmar cyclone came to bedok jetty!!! Woah, cold like nuts? (did I mention we were incredibly wet?) Haha, made a run for it in the end, couldn't take it... =SSS

Well, had lunch at ParkwayParade's Banquet. Teacher's treat ahha. Yea=) Lols, went to Titus's house to eat and play Cs hahahahahah!!!!! =)

Went home with my fish, yea, must have stunk the whole bus! =p

My dad thought I had bought the fish from the supermarket... =.= My mom didn't believe me at first, but well, who can blame her? I didn't believe it myself at first... O_O

~Hahas, Found this video while browsing at Titus' house on youtube... This is for all you ppl who play Halo out there! Enjoy! ~~~ =)

2008-06-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

Wah! So tired la!!! Wad a dissapointing and sian day today... =/ Sigh.

At least today's tuition wasnm't so bad at all! Yups, was quite good in fact. Hahas, today is the last day of extended lessons! Yay! Like finally? Ppl say sec4 no life one, coz come back school during the holidays just for school... =.= Wth? Bo liao ar? I rather go home count dust la.. =.=

ZZZ, well, then again there are those who say sec4s come back sch to play coz they are always seen playing basketball!! =) Hehehs!

Anywyas, today was a rather dissapointing day, coz didn't get to really do as much as i wanted to. Sigh, maybe I'll explain to you if you asked me why yourself... =/

GB has camp tmr! BB already has a camp. Sigh, I miss my good old days when I was busy planning stuff. Miss choir too much, wished I could perform for this last concert. Nvm, shall drop by backstage!=)

Sigh, really tired now, wished i could stay to post more, but cant help it, got fishing trip tmr. Not sure if im coming back to school...

Talk to me guys!!! =(

2008-06-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

Sigh, was waiting to come online and blog or sth, but just fell asleep... ZZZZ

Well, here to make a short and quick post anyway, hahas. =/

Seems like this extended lessons is really a waste of time! ZZZ, ppl are ponning and no-one actually cares about it really... =.= ZZZ, I never pon-ned school in my life so I intend to keep that record! =) Lols, sian.

Sigh, I hate this. Why do I feel so hollow?

2008-06-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

Haha! For those ppl who are bored to death reading my blog i shall post this short one for you! =)

Well, today started off rather alright, was playing Call Of Duty on my PSP since last night till it ran out of batt. Guess what! I started playing with full batt! XD Hehes! Yups, played till morning! XS WHOO!!!~ Anyways, had church then went off to luinch after that.

Lunch was particularly filling today, despite being the usual. Dropped my sister off then went with my dad to Sim Lim Tower to go shop around for motors and LED lights and wiring! Wow, pretty cool place that is. I wouldn't say i like the people that hang around there though, but really learnt alot today there. I think I've got what I neede to know and can finally start work. Im gonna need a couple of modifications to my design, but equiped with new insight, I think the project is gonna turn out just fine. =)

Hehes, my sunday school class is going out fishing this saturday!!! Haha, believe it or not, I have gone fishing on severa occasions before! (The fish farm where you catch guppies with a net. XP) Hehes, yups, so its gonna be my first time fishing with a rod. Its gonna be a really cool expereince for me!!! XD

Well, nth much today, simple, but really quite tiring day! Yups, so enjoying my time in front of the com while i can... =/

Hahas, Keep reading my blog guys! Shall be posting more often as soon as this last week of school is over!! XD Will look into updating my music too! =) Cheers!~

2008-05-25T22:57:00.001+08:00

Sianz... Tmr is the CHINESE O'LEVELS!!!! WAH!!! ITS HERE ALREADY!!!! OH NO!!!

So Jin Zhang. How? Sigh~

2008-05-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today was the last day of the Chinese Intensive Lessons organised by the MTL department. ZZZZ... At long last? Yea, guess you can say that. Its like wth la! I mean, Shen lao shi doesn't give homework, or hardly in any case. Then suddenly during the past 3 days they give so much work, and its all very wonderful lessons too. I mean, if all these were spread out like in a few weeks or sth, It would have gone alot further!!! ZZZzz..... Stupid.. =.=

Anyways, Today was quite a very long day. Well, At least school wasn't so long coz I rather enjoy ed the intensive lseeons. Get to slack alot=) Hahas! Brennan and I went to fold a few paper boats coz we learned origami at CIP at the old folk's home yesterday! Lols, we put them in the toilet bowls and urinals and the middle of the toilet. XP hehes! =)

Went behind school with Vivien and gang to bubble tea shop. Their gang grew and consolidated. Well, talked abit there before I left for the hawker centre to meet Winnie and gang. Haha, yups, lunch time=) Had great fun talking and laughing with them. Haha, they are really a jolly bunch of ppl=) I hope, in what they are about to face in their secondary school life, that this is a part of themselves they will not lose. Truly, I pray so. Sigh.

Well, walked with them back to school and said our goodbyes. Tiem to go tuition! Supposedly my last lesson actually, but the lesson dragged till about 4 hours plus!!! Goodness!!! Theres gonna be one more lessons I think. Haha, yups, gonna chiong for Chinese!!! XS

Well, dad fetched me home after tuition. It was quite a good lesson. Haha, fun actually.

Hahas, yea i noticed that my suplimentary posts are really like journal entries! But hey, dont most bloggers do that? O.o Anyways, I uploaded more music!!! Yea, prove that my blog's not dead!!! Enjoy ppl!!! Keep checking back for more updates often! =)

2008-05-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

Wah sianz.... Wanted to blog but im bleeding right now... Zzzzz.... Blood on my fingerss... =.= Sianz. =/

2008-05-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Haha! Had some really wonderful mother's day celebrations!!!!

ROUND1! ~ Saturday...
Well, had tuition in the morning. ZZZZ.... almost overslept, fell asleep the night before and missed the chance of using the computer... was really pissed... ZZZZ.... Well, went for tuition..

Didn't turn out so bad afteralll... dad picked me up and went home first. Haha, went to pick mum up from home then we went to pick up Grandma! Hahas, yups, two mothers=) Lols, we were off to Vivo City for Lunch!!!! XD

Lols, the journey there was rather fun! We were reminiscing the good oldies! Lols, so funny all those jokes and memories of the old times! Hehes, wonder what it will be like when I have a family? Hmmm.... O_O

Well, we went to this Japenese restaurant. Oooo! It was like seperated into half? One side was steamboat and the other side was the frying hot plate one!!! Lols, so coll la! Like 2 in 1 Coffeemix liddat!!!!! XD Lols, well, we ate and ate and ate and talked like nuts!!! The food was like YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????????!!!!!!!!!
Lols? Haha, really cool la that restaurant! Well, checked out the bill, it said 191.99? (Hmm... not sure about the last digit... O_O) Hahas! Then headed out for MORE desert! Hehes, Went over to Ben&Jerry's!!!! Yeps, that shop with the BIG cow outside and the kiddish decor! Hahas, so cool la the ice-cream flavours! Well, we ate haha! =)

Headed for home after fetching Grandma home. Yups, thats about it I guess? Spent the rest of the day pigging in bed haha! You wanna know why? COZ MY STUPID COM CRASHED!!!! *Bangs the CPU so hard that if it were a human, he'd wished he weren't born! * Hahas, but actually that CPU was rather faithful in service coz its been in use for at least 6 years now. Yups, Old geezer... =/

ROUND2! ~ TODAY...
Well, wad do you know? Started off the day with church haha! Combined class with Uncle William this week haha! Coz Uncle David not here. Sick with High Fever I think. Poor Chap. Lols, was rather fun and refreshing! Just like last year lols. =) Well, they were eating this rubber-band kind of candy. Eewww, tried and and sorta vow-ed never to eat it again... zzz =.= So disgusting luh...

Anyways, Left church for home to pick up mom, then went to Causeway Point for Lunch! Yups, Round2 about to begin!!!! O_O

Well, went around searching for a wonderful place to eat. We did, but they were all insanely crowded. in fact, we were blessed to be able to find a parking space... =.=

Found this restaurant called ' Cavana ' , its an affiliate of Carona Chicken. Didn't quite like the place at first, coz it was at some ulloooo corner on the first floor outside, but after eating, impressions soon changed! Haha, the food was really good! (Especially the chicken*duh*) Hehes, but it was quite *coughs* Expensive for what it was. Well, but thats just me. Anyways, was a really satisfying meal! Hahas, Wow? =)

Went upstairs to go buy shirts as agreed yesterday. Went to G2000! Hehes, bought a black long-sleeved shirt and dad bought a brown one. Got myself a pair of black long pants too!! Hehes, not bad eh? Its for DE I think? Hmmm.... Cant quite say im looking forward actually.. =/

Went home, pigged a few minutes while dad went to buy a new com! Yups, the one im using right now!!! Haha, He's fast right? =) Lols, Coz my mum's laptop crashed too a few day ago so we had to survive on my Dad's laptop yesterday night. =/ Pathetic I know... Well, He took the initiative. =)

Hmm... This new com's got quite the style. Compaq, runs on Window's Vista. Comes complete with a new set of mouse and cool keyboard whose keys when I type I can hardly feel... =.=(Hence the typos... =p) Hahas, then it has this button that sends the com into sleep mode! Had an episode where I discovered its destructive potential during a game of Viwawa(I hope you know what I mean.... )Well, figure for yourself what happened next... =.= Zzzzz... Lalalalas~~~

Followed my Dad out to Thomson Plaza's Pizza Hut to buy dinner!!! Mmm.... Can say this is round 3? Hahahahahahahaha!!! XD Yups, It was great!=) Was watching this Kamaikaze documentary on Channel News Asia. It was good. And speaking of shows...

Was watching this Movie called 'DOOM' On Channel 5 last night. Well, thank Goodness we recorded it coz it was quite simple yet good. Lols, its not bad , you should go catch it. Quite scary though... =S Mum rented ' Battlestar Galactica'. Its said to be on the top charts of US. Wow, can see why. Its really violent too btw... Hmm...

Hahas, well, here I am after dinner. My sis was watching the recording of "DOOM" with my family. Woah, some show it is... Lols, glad to be in front of the com again at home=)

Hahas, This was some post yea? Gonna watch some Vocal concert tmr night! hahas, yups, some mother's day celebration it is. =) Lols, I know this is some wierd post I seem to get abit off point at certain points of the post! =) hehes, gtg! Kinda rushed throught the post too!!!(Not bad eh?) XP Bye!~

2008-05-05T13:04:00.003+08:00

Haha!~ im blogging! In school com lab now!!! =)

Yeps, its english period, we are here to do an online survey, so natually, everyone does it quickly!!! O_O Haha, ppl like samuel and casey are playing bridge, other blogging, etc. Haha, Mrs Ho is teaching speech writing. Hmm... interesting. Hahas, but few seem to be bothered!!! XD Xuan Liang is pretending to be as usual!!! =p

Hehes, Just TC-ed and TW-ed. Yups, so decided to blog since I had some time on my hands - Its a double period!!!! Oh Goodie-goodie!!! XD Hehes, maybe I'll viwawa too>? Hahas, see how lor!

Hey guys, my blog is not dead! Please continue reading and tagging! Oh, and my imeem is working again!!!! Please carry on listening and I'll see what I can do to continue uploading more good music!!! Enjoy!

Cheers! Im off.... ~ XD

2008-05-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

Today had some family day thingy by the church! Lols, had to wake up so early just to help out set up the stuff... every1 like wanna sleep liddat... zzz...

Well, I decided to volunteer my services in helping out the F&B (No, its not fun and buns... =.=)! Haha, its Food and beverages! =P Haha, coz i Didn't feel like participating in the sports stuff today hahahahahaha!!!! XD Yups, had great fun making the syrup and re-filling the water lols! Learnt alot of things too!!! Haha, got skills now wor... XD

Well, was in red group, but was part of the committee really, though not in a major part of course... haha, could really see the marvelous planning and effort put in. Haha, got more experience today. =)

Actually it was quite tiring. Slept straight away when I got home. Haha, 'cop-ed' ALOT of jellies!!!!! About 20? XD Yups, and LOTS of cookies!!! Never hungry during reccess again? Haha, hope so! =) Helped give ot lots of FREE ice-cream and jellies!!! haha, enjoy doing such work=) So fun sometimes, like SGB? Haha, maybe... o.o

Anyways, couldn't come online for long, gtg liao. I just slept and now my parents want me go sleep again so soon like WTH? Kns... =.= So sorry I had to miss out so many parts on today, but oh well... =( ZZZZ...

2008-04-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

Well, haha, been really wishing for a good chance to blog, but it seems to have eluded me... Sorry peeps, shall blog tmr night then! Promise!!! =S

Haiz, things dont seem tobe turning out very well.. =(

2008-04-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hahas, updating really coz I realised that there are quite a few mysterious readers of my blog...O_O Hahas, alright, i'll update anyway! =)

Sigh, today started out pretty alright i guess? Some1 new in chapel today! Yups, haha, her singing not bad. =) Lols, then eveyone was hoping Pat C did't come coz we didn't see her in the chapel like she usually does...

CHinese. Hmm, did POa instead lol, then came the POA periods itself... Sian. =/

Well, the rest of the day turned out fne I guess? haha, went out to lunch with Xuting, Yiyuan and XinCI. Learned alot about them haha! Auya, they scanned my hp. Haha, they will never understand the way my ways.. =/ Oh well... Maybe not yet? =///

Haha, taxi-ed home with Yiyuan coz she was going dor piano in thomson, so yup. Spent the rest of the afternoon in bed.... tuition postponeed to tmr. - 4 hours!!! Nuts, and chinese somemore leh... WTH!!!! =(

Sigh, how am I supposed to explain to you all? Sigh, nobody seems to understand me. Why does everybody think that way? Why cant God-siblings be this close?!

2008-04-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Had chinese tuition in the morning... sian. At least got HuiZhen today. Yay!!! Hahas! XD

Had lunch out. Talked with some1=) Yups, then walked all the way home. =/

Well, got home and started playing viwawa coz the com was on? hahahaha! Chess now lvl 3 liao. =) Played abit of bridge, then went to sleep.=)

Ate dinner!!! Then played somemore after watching supernatural. Lols,was teaching huiling how to play chess! She screams pretty loud when her peice is captured!!! XD Lols! Haha! Was playing mahjong on Viwawa with my mom's help! Hahaha, we are mahjong kakis now!! =p She helped me win a few matches leh... O_O Yups, found out that I won a few trophies today too!!! O_O

Well, thats the long and short of it for today I guess? Sigh, gtg sleep le, sorry the post has to be so short... =/ My blog's not dead yet! Please keep reading guys! Will blog more often! =)

2008-04-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

ZZZ. Today was a freaking long day. Tomorrow's gonna be another freaking long day, and the day after. Freak.

Zzz... Today started out boring? Coz we all knew it was DNt first. Wel, wasnt so bad in the end. Lessons seemed to fly by today, but there was 2 remedials after that... sian.

Samuel lost his 2 referee letters! Apparently, I happened to find 2 in the BB room yesterday and brought them home. Sam had to wait for me to finish both my remedials before he could follow me home to deliver them. Lol, had a hard time tryig to get him to move from the library coz he was reluctant to leave his game of bridge for his founder's award.. =.= Anyway, took taxi. Ppl saw us running lol, so funny. It was a fairly long ride, pei-ed him to HQ. They were expecting him lol, put a post-it on top of file " Samuel Mok, Referee form (2)". Haha, saw soome people I met at SGB. They were Hq staff, in the office. Left immediately. Went to KFC to use my coupons. Haha, today is the last day!!! =)

Well, tired, sorry this post wasn't interesting.. =( Decided to post to more vids to complete the previous ones. haha, Gtg liao=(

2008-04-07T22:41:00.005+08:00

Haha! Yeps! its finally my 200th post! As promised i'll make it a little special! Hahas!

Anyways, before that, decided maybe to blog abit about AQ yesterday...

Well, Slept in council room. Woke up at around 3:30 am. Yups, went to prepare stuff, everything, boarded bus and left for ITE College West : Dover. Yups, that was the starting point. Was kinda sian, and kan-cheong at the some time! Registering etc for my team. ZZZ. Map-reading and everything. Wa-sia-la! Not enough time. Took advantage to stretch and eat and everything to prepare myself for the race. Was worried that my team would not be as prepared as i was, or that they might give up on themselves halfway... =(

Anyways, We all prayed many times, and alas came the time to flag-off...

Not gonna blog about the whole thing though, but there's one part of the race called 'micro-navigation'. Wth la! It was so stupid... So muddy lor the forest, luckily only two team members needed to go. So me and glenden went, being the most seniors ones in the team. Wah, its like u stand there got 3 mosquitoes fly to you straight! Then the plants like super sharp la! Scratch like nuts! By the time we came out I was bleeding and scarred... =.=

Haha, the whole thing turned out fine la. Met people like Wilson, Vincent and many other ppl i met through HQ events and etc! So exciting l!!! Haha, It was really fun!=) Lols, my team didn't really give up and i could tell they really tried very hard! I knew I could have done better, but doing my best would have meant leaving my team behind... Sigh, was wishing for a better position than last year, but oh well, its more about the team really... =/ My team got 20+, Joash's team got 30+. Open team got last... =.= yea, LAST!

Sigh, this year's AQ is alot easier than last. Seriously... Sigh, maybe I shouldn't say more. Its already over isn't it? =/

Well, today was petty boring. Seem to be in the middle of feuds and other random shit now...Sigh, how did I get into this mess? Someone stole my nametag lol. My bao-bei name taggie! =/

Stayed-back for FAA thingy, wish could go for choir... =( Sigh... Think I need Mrs. Wong's help... O_O

Oh yea I'm the Prince of Bishan! Haha, XinHui, KaiXin, Xue Er, Yanyee will know what I mean!=) Hahas, my fellow Bishan-ites!!! XD

Well, Here's a video someone recommended me. Hahas, enjoy! =) Shall be posting more soon!=)

~Haha, hope you enjoyed the vids! I know they're kinda crude, but try to ignore it and enjoy the funny bits ya? Hahah! XD

2008-04-06T22:05:00.001+08:00

Lalalas!~ Its my 199th post!!!! Hahahahahha! 200th soon!!!!!! XD

Hehes, yps, i promised that my 200th post would be special right? Yups, couldn't stand to wait for i so that's why im doing this, if you havnt realised by now.... O_O

2008-04-06T21:49:00.001+08:00

hi people, this is my 198th post! Hahah! Yups, im wasting it!!! =O

2008-04-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Wow! Its already my 197th post!!! So fast alrd!!! Haha, i'll make sure my 200th post would be special! Promise!!!! So be sure to look out for it ok? =) haha! Cant wait!!! XDD

Anyways, I got not much time to blog. Supposed to be in school for AQ slack-time and sleepover coz the competition starts around 5+am? Yups, so sleep over lor.

FYI, AQ is an adventure-based competition, spanning around at least 40+km, comprising of cycling, running, map-reading, kayaking, running, map-reading, abseiling, running, map-reading, CPR, fire-safty stuff (Seriously, they didn't mention it would be tested but it came out last year. What a shocker!!!), archery, running, map-reading, drinking, injuries, and did I mention running and map-reading? O.o

Anyways, gtg soon ahaha! See ya! Shall blog more often now that im getting more time to do so. Keep reading my blog guys!! Shall update the music too when i get the first chance to!!! =)

2008-03-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

Yea... It does seem taht I blog on wednesdays? O.o Haha, its not on purpose la... Wed is not blogging day... =/

Well, Today began on a rather low note, with the fact the there's El Oral followed by BB then Chinese tuition. Sigh, tiring day ahead...

Started off rather fine, chapel service was special today! There was a skit. Yups, by ppl I know. Some girl was sharing her testimony and then she sang. Quite good!.

Chinese period spent in canteen. Nice time to relax abit b4 the dreaded period....

POA! Turned out not so bad... Haha, rather relaxing period, coz we were just going through hmwk.. =/ Haha, happy to be out of the classroom=)

History test today! yups, was rather smooth as usual, im somehow rather good at this kind of stuff! Haha, but distinctions is another story? =p Maybe la... =)

EL Oral! Waited a long time, but it turned out rather alright! Organised my thoughts quite well, but in my nervousness I sorta screwed it abit, especially the picture conv.part. All in all, Ms Kumari said I was good, my reading was quite strong, my picture conv. needs abit more work, oz i almost made a fatal error!!! =p Hais... She said my conv. was obviously one of my strong points. Ooo! I didn't really prepare mysef for that part actually... =)

BB was VERY quick. I bet I wasn't there for half an hour of trainign before it ended early coz of the rain? Yea Guess so... Lols.

Went off to dinner, then tuition.

Chin tuition doesn't always seem to be so terrible as it might seem before the lesson, and turn out pretty alright. Lols. Dad fetched me home. Talked about Air Force...

Sigh, at home, chionging was I need to do on my com before I go to sleep. Really tired these few days... =/ Another extra long supplementary post I guess... Sorry guys if my blog seems rather dead... Please continue to read and tag and enjoy the free-flow of music!!! XD

2008-03-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

Well, I know I hardly get to blog, so here'sa short post. Its not much though... Sorry.. =(

School was rathertiring today as usual. Well, at least there's Chapel Service today, which wasn't quite so bad. Pastor Wee had 'wonderful' singing today! yups, cant forget the aplause.Somehow, I notice that the pastoral staff of AMKPC are blessed with good vocals by God, but just need more training. Clement is an exeption of course... Pastor Beng Kwee brought in her Youth Leader for the message today. Well, have to admit from the way she talked she's rather experienced. Yups, not bad at all. Hahas, her message was rather touching for some. Only Wilson dared to go up for prayer with God though. Haha, wasn't exactly very touched by the service coz im used to this already. Heard it was touching to many... The service dragged abit into elssons anyway, with excuse of course.

Chinese lesson was average? Was doing POA during then as usual anyway...

POA lesson! There was a stupid test! Thank God it took her 1 period to revise, and another period for the test and the last period for answers! Whoo!~ Spared us from her teachings/scoldings? Anyway, screwed he tes, but passed it due to my logical thinking? Otherwise confirm 0 one... Coz wasn't around during the lesson where she taught all these... not bad eh? o.O

Anyways, I find History lesson rather constructive. We get to think as US president John F. Kennedy and make decisions on the Cuban Missle Crisis. Rather interesting! Mrs. Ong had to leave early so we player cards in class=) Haha, can see my skills improving remarkably!!! =) Yays! XD

Chem practical was quite fun! Yups, learnt alot more about the chemicals and stuff. Haha, partnered with JJ for the first time, realised that he has almost the same personality as me, as compared to everyone else! Lol, surprising?

Enrolment GOH training with GB today! Yups, turned out to be more fun than I had expected it to be! =) yay! Haha, In fact I ratehr enjoyed it and wished that it had lasted longer... afterall, I had to cancel my tuition just for it!! Sigh. Gregory Tan is so crappingly funny la! Haha, not laughed at him for so long liao... Lols, those were the days man... The Gb grads havent changed much either! Still the usual fun-loving type. Yups! Seems im the parade escort. Haha, was hoping for a move active role, but seems that it was probably the most enjoyable one for me. Yay! Praise the Will of The LORD!!!! XD

Went for bubble tea after training ended. Bryan, Samuel and Gerald and I wereplaying some mimicing game. Lol! So funny la! Bubble tea prices are rising now! What the... Taxes increase, cost of living increase and now this? What's next man? Next time go toilet must pay 20 cents liao ar? =.= Anwyas, Gerald was shooting pearls at Joash's head! Haha, Cool man!

Went home after that. Turned out to be later than I had tought. Was more tired than expected too... =/

Sigh, finally came online after so long... Did my POA assignment much quicker than expected O_O and tried doing at least abit of my dnt journal? Well, needs more time anyway. hahas, Nothing much else to blog about I guess? This was supposed to be just a supplementary postbut turned out to be alot longer than expected O_O Woah, that word seems to come out pretty often yea? Hahas, Guess there wasn't really that little to blog about after all! Hahas, shall end here then=)

Sigh what's wrong? Feels like I no longer know you anymore... =l

2008-03-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

Well, just came back from Drill Camp this late afternoon. Allow me to draw a rough outline of the camp...

Day1 ~

Drill, polish, drill, eat, drill, pump, drill, talk, drill, drink water, drill, sleep, drill, pray, drill, etc.

Day2 ~

Drill, polish, drill, eat, drill, pump, drill, talk, drill, drink water, drill, sleep, drill, run, drill, pray, drill, etc.

Day3 ~

Drill, polish, drill, eat, drill, pump, drill, talk, drill, drink water, drill, sleep, drill, run, drill, pray, drill, etc. (Urgh!!! XS )

Well, camp commym, but too many primers, didn'tget to do what I wanted to do... =.= Sian.

So tired la! Was waiting to break camp... =/

So many camps at one go! It wasreally the work of God that it all flowed so smoothly! yeps.

Anyways, went for lan after camp. So busy... hradly play nowadays... =/

Sigh, I dont know what else to blog about. just not really in the right frame of mind for it... Sigh.

Stop pretending to be so nice if at the end of the day you dont really care at all! Dao-sters who only talk to me when you feel like it!

2008-03-13T08:57:00.001+08:00

Sigh, life's been hard on me lately... Not sure how often I can blog from now on.

Sigh, so busy in lots of ways, just fighting and fighting and fighting... When will it end? When will they leave me in peace?

Anyways, been pretty uneventful this holidays. In fact, i dont think its a holiday.

Just came online this morning by a strange miracle and took the chance to blog. Sigh. Hope my father forgets to chack on me...

Gtg. Shall blog when I have the chance.

I NEED SOMEONE TO CHEER ME UP!!!!! =((((

2008-03-09T09:06:00.008+08:00

Well, it was JJ fair yesterday!!! Yups, busybusybusy day!!! =S

Anyways, left home kinda late, so had to share taxi with that guy(dunno wads his name lol...) and Bryan. Vel wasn't there ... =/ Anyways, got to school with plenty of time to spare and helped class to prepare the food stall. We were doing chocolate fondue, so had to melt the chocs, open up the topings, etc etc... Yups, had probs, but it was alright in the end. =)

Well, saw Wen Yan! Yups, she was PS-ed so decided to help her fold balloons! Yay! Haha, made lotsa poodles!!! Well, there weren't for sale, meant to be given to kids, but in the end everybody kept asking us how much they cost and we kept telling them they were for FREE (Yups, that word does ring in the ears of most singaporeans... o.o) - we were busy!!! Finished the two bags of balloons in no time...

Huiling and Bryan and Ming Er were there too!! They were busy learning how to make poodles. HL bought drinks and ME bought chips and stuff. Well, helped them spend coupons and ME also help with the giving out of my flyers!! Yay! Ty!=)

Anyways, this year's carnival was pretty much boring. Yes, it's true! Like nth much fun to do, and as usual, prices were insanely high, other than the stuff ppl didn't want to buy, which became insanely low(*smiles) a the end of the day!! haha, grab grab grab!!! XD

Well, was running all over the place, tending to stalls, socialising. I even attended the two literature plays by sec3 and sec4 students respectively. Well, shall not critic here, but gotta say that it was rather interesting=) Was thinking of going for the concert at the hall, but realised that the $8 wasn't worth it. And guess wad? I was right=) There was this school grass thingy too!!! But i ponned it!! XP yea! Why embarrass yourself man!! =p Collected BB week cards and stuff and was distributing it. Yups, Squad 7 is the most zai, so efficient, give out so fast!=) Cheng Yong and his friends were giving out coupons outseide the booth of the councillors selling coupons lol!!! Haha, stealing buisiness until liddat!!! XD

Stole food from Joash and Daniel and Glened. Yups, macs!!! Haha, pays to have good friends!=) The haunted house was rather .... interesting? Went in with Hong Kiat, Terence Ong and Jai Jun. Someone grabbed my leg! But my reflexes made me attack that person. SORRY!!!! XD Anyways, we were searching for the balls with numbers in the dark and there was daniel there trying to scare us!!! We threw balls at him!=p haha, the ppl scaring us from behind were ball-ed at too! XD haha, wad a crappy Haunted House!!! XD hahas, Sorry for any injuries caused... =/

Was chionging to spend my tokens at the arcade. I must have bought like 20 coins? Yups, but all spent. My first time playing, but had an above-average score! Yay-ness!!! XD

Well in the end, was struggling to go home with two HUGE bags bursting with loot!=) Haha, yea! Good returns!=) Well, lets see what I got: 9 Bodymaster singbags (They're rather HUGE by the way... ) , LOTSA marrocas( They're toys rather...) , a light pen?, a bicycle light thingy for the tyres, a bunch of bananas!!! (XD) , two packs(3X8 each) of packet drinks, etc. etc.!!! Hahahahahaha!~ Its like this every year!=)

Had to call my dad to pick me up at the end. Too much stuff to carry... Wow, ppl thought i was camping lors lol!!!! XD I must be off-center(If you understand what I mean...=p)... o.O

Gtg, got AQ training ltr. Sigh, mom nagging liao. Work work.. =( Hmmm... wonder when is lunch ready?.. =p

Oh! And I edited my music by the way! Haha, already planning what else to add to the list... =) Haha, please dont just stop there at the top of the list, feel free to browse to the bottom! There are all sorts of songs there with various genres!!! XD

2008-03-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

Haha, I dont have much time, so i better make this quick...

Had interview today!!! Yups, BB interview. Mr See and Bryan were there too!!! It was kinda short notice, M See was informed yesterday morning. I felt that Bryan wouldn't be ready, so Mr See told me to choose, since he needed two ppl good with words and we were the first 2 he tohought of. He let me choose! Haha, was thinking about Samuel, but then his uniform standard... Anyways, he didn't want to hah! Need Full-U leh, so take Bryan lor. He cant be THAT bad right?=) Sigh, had so much to say, but just couldn't put it in the way i wanted it to be once i saw the camera!!! Oh no! What a waste!!! WTH!!! =SSS Anyways, interview was at 9;30, during POA lessons, Mr see talked with Ms Cheong with much more ease than i had expected!! =) Haha, hes pro man!=)

Anyways, they were setting up the tentages for the JJ fair today. =l

Chem remedial was cancelled as suddenly as we found out about it!!! O_O Ms lim didn't want to report abt truancy coz it was too prompt anyways. haha, Yea!=)

Chinese tuition. Shorter than usual. =)

Went home, came online!!! Haha, seldom get to come online lately, been falling asleep unintentionally!!! =((((

JJ fair is sooner than it seemed!!! I dont know whether to be excited or worried!!! O_O

Haha, wierd post right? Like jump here jump there liddat, sorry, not enough time, i GTG liao!!! Chiong-ed through this post like machine gun man!!! XD Haha, Did i mention that i just played CS? o.o =)

Bye!~

Sigh, have we lost it yet?

2008-03-02T10:08:00.004+08:00

Ok, so here i am, updating... =llll

Anyways, been rather sian lately. Rather worn out oo, due to stupid trainings. I mean, I wouldn't be complaining so much, if the person training wasn't this bad. Sucks man he. ZZZ. So unprofessional, not that hes supposed tobe la, but just that he just wanst to push his wight around and doesn't give a hoot what others think unless he's got sth to lose. =.=

ZZZ, sunday today. Yups, church isn't bad at all, in fact its rather fruitful, yet simple. Just that there's training ltr. Wtf, sian. Heng Yong told me why not leave instead of making myself suffer. Well, i cant PS those ppl la... i'll just hang on for 1 more year then i'll wait for him to dissapear in NS then maybe we'll come back? Yeps, it sucks.

ZZZ... Yea can tell that my blogging style is somewhat different right? Hahas, thats coz im sian-ed out by that guy. Feel like ponning, but im a good guy!=) lols, Sigh. Cant wait to reply more tags!

Aiya, i dunno la, i feel like dying lors.... =( So sian. Life sucks? Perhaps.

Argh! Someone please talk to me to cheer me up!!!! =(((((((

2008-02-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haha! posted! So dont say I didn't update!!! XPPPP

Lols, will try to post tmr bah!=)

2008-02-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

Sigh, life's been rather complicated lately. Yes, really! Sigh. At least the common tests are over, for now. Not looking forward to results. =.=

Anywyas, today was a rather average day? But was rather sian due to the fact that i had chinese tuition after school. =/ Rush...

Chapel wasn't as fun as I had expected! =/ Sigh. lessons were rather painful too. Sian. Was counting down to the next period every lesson... =( Then had to go for the volletball competition thingy. Haiz. Not like I have alot of time? Faith class had mass-ponning man! Niss Zhang let them hand in excuse letters to let them go off! Wah... 5B Lagi best! All dissappear into thin air! Poor Lihui had to stand there in the canteen blur blur... O_O

Well, we won, as usual? Xinmin got 2nd placing for girls and top for boys. Not bad eh? Guess its the same every year though? Lols. We wacthe our match then had to watch Xinmin fight SBW sec before prize presentation. Counsillors were badly deployed i find, hence the poor performance? =/ Seems they have a long way to go... Something made me glad i want wearing the shirt anymore... Sigh. These kind of things leave scars. it will never be the same again.

Finally could leave. Rushed home before rushing for tuition. Turned out quite alright in the end! Helped teacher with her plants before practicing for sat's prelims.

Went home, sianed around, dinner, maths then now this. Mom forgot to put the washing machine excess pipe into a pail! haha! The whole kitchen to the living room flooded!!! So cool sia!!! XD

Haiz. Sian. Sos orry, just not in the mood now... =(

Sigh.

2008-02-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

Sigh. Not blogged in awhile... Hey! Seems that i always say that these days... O_O

Well, since theres so much i missed out, i shall just blog about today. =/ Well, had BB today. Yups, soccer. Squad 7 name: TAWS (The Always Winning Squad) Haha! Its to 'di siao' the officer's team: SWAT!!! Haha! Ingenious right?! =)

Anws, was a stressful match at the end. Won a transparent nike water bottle!!! =S

Cruised around after that. Went to J8 singtel shop to unlock my simcard. Yups, it magically did so by itself in school yesterday! Maybe a fairy came and said, " Ooo! What a lovely phone owned by an even lovelier owner! I shall lock its simcard!!! Heehe...." And Whoosh! Voila! Or maybe there were some terrorists from afganistan that came and pick-pocketed my hp coz it seemed compatible with their latest radio-controled nuclear bomb? Hmm... Or perhaps the UN decided that my phone, though seemingly simple was rather chio in fact! Afterall, its owned by a rather zai owner.... It had to be disabled! Too handsome!!! XS

Yups, all likely reasons. But it could be just that my hp switched on while it was shuffling among my stuff and the simcode was keyed in wrongly and it got locked... Nah! Not a chance!! I'll take my chances with the UN!!! XP

Anyways, had to go to a Hello! shop to do it. Went to AMK hub, but queue was too insanely long, so took 166 home. Sian. =/

Reached home, came online for awhile then talked on the phone abit. Fell asleep shortly after. =O

Sigh, itching for a game of CS.

Haiz. Got this feeling. I cant describe it. Its like this monster inside of me trying hard to break free. Sigh. I dunno. =l

2008-02-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

Sigh, couldn't find the time to blog these past few days... been busy tring to chiong A.maths. Guess wad? I was learning in 2 days what people take a year to!!! WTH? Like damn hard cans? =.=

Anyways, today had 3 tests. Sian sia, spent alot of time trying to understand A.maths coz my teacher did not teach me most of the topics... =.= Could understand la, but not master it.

Test after test, burned the whole Dnt period. Well, not really a bad thing coz dnt quite sian one.

Sigh. A.maths test sucked.

2008-02-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Sigh! No time to blog!!! =(

2008-02-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

Wow! Not blogged in such a loooooong(no, its not Vanessa's surname...) time!!!! =S

Well! Its the year of the rat!!!! Hahas, visited Ai Tong yesterday! Didn't have to go to school coz my principal declared it as a holiday!! Yay!=) Hahas, as usual, alot of 6F ppl were there! Though not as many as usual, but they all usually come during teachers day and such. Yups, CNY quite difficult to make arrangemetns, busy mah...=/

Hahas, went to J8 to talk. Yups, but not before waiting for like, 1 hour? But then its normal, coz usually wait like 2hours everytime? Yala, verybody different schools all over the place wad... =S Yups!=)

We didn't eat, some of us eaten alrd. PeiQin went home to eat. Well, went to 3rd floor open area ther. Chatted about old times and stuff from school all the way!!! They said i've changed! Maye coz i didn't go last year? Well, ruled out: Im more handsome and chatty now! XD Hahas! Anyways, left at around 3+ after pei-ing Michael to NTUC to buy water. Realised that Wen Lynn, Ee Chen and Wei Fen share clothes!!! They sometimes meet up to exchange again haha!!! XD So funny!

Went home, sianed around before leaving for Gu-ma's house! She's living in a new condo now in the city area there!!! Wow! Can see sentosa la!!! Not to metion the buisiness distrtict!! View's not perfect, but still beats my house's! =S Reunion dinner in the MPH. The first bottle of wine sucks la! So dry one! The second one better=) Lols, ate and drank ALOT!=) (as usual!=p) Was sms-ing, but the reception was quite bad, my uncle's line kept switching with the indonesian line for some reason? Not sure about mine...

Went home, wanted to use the com, but fell asleep!!! Oh well... =/ Was so jealous about Huiling and Liting's sleepover!! They had bacardi too!!! =S

Today was different! Well, we went to visit Nai Nai's house first! Yea! Ate the CNY noodles!!! Haha, only get to eat that once a year! Thats the Lee noodles (thats what i call it at least!=p)!!! Someday, im gonna learnt the recipe, and the Yeoh noodles too!!! Haha, both sides of my family have noodle recipes!! XD So cool yea!!!=)

Went over to the other house, not sure who's though. So small but sooo crowded la! Walking oso got problem lor! Played bombag!!! Haha, only get to play with those once a year tooo!!! Ate another recipe of the Lee noodles. Think the classic one better... Anyways, ate lotsa gummies and some chocs!!! Drank Choya! Its a Japanese plum wine!! Really nice!!! XD Haha, talked and laughed alot. Stupid uncle made the wine explode while opening it. Everyone came to the kitchen just to see his splattered shirt lol!!! Picked up more Dialects.=)

Collect a reasonable amount of angpows this year!!! Looking foward to more visitations!!! XD

Hahas, so tired!!! Shall go to sleep soon. Will blog somemore tmr!!! =) Visiting PeiQin with 6F ppl! yay! =)

Sigh, its been too long. Looking forward to saturday, if i can make it that is... Hope I can!!! =S

2008-02-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

Ahhh! Back from camp alrd!!! Yea!=) It was a really sian and stupid camp. Hate it! >=(

Well anyway, Was really wishing to go for choir before the camp started on friday, but then I couldn't coz i needed to polish for camp! Sian lors! =( Walao eh, wanted so much to meet my new juniors... =/

Camp was so sian that i dont feel like blogging about it at all...

Well, Had reunion dinner with Grandma. Yups, drank sparkling juice. Ate lotsa food! It was steamboat!XD Haha! Shuang, those kinds of meals tend to always be filling!=) Ate a plum, played abit of cs and now blogging.

Missed you all man!!! Yups, came back and had 15 smses!!!! Haha, yay!XD

Sigh, gtg, mom wants me to sleep early today=( Wth, tmr still got school. =.=

2008-01-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

Woah! Wad a day!

Well, School was pretty much boring as usual, but maths lesson wasn't so bad as Mr. David Tan took over ! Yeps, played some game where u had to get words out of a longer word. Haha, sick lor those words! Mr tan also one kind... O_O Funny sia! Haha, he brought us an old HUGE handphone to see! Interesting la! Sold in the market in SG around the 80's and costed 3-4K!!! Wow!

Anyways,Rememdial was really slack! Haha, rushed for PD after that. trained awhile then went up for rehearsal liao.

Wah she! eally not up to standard la! If it was during my sec1 time, we would all be badly punished!!! Seriously! There goes... =(

Anyways, at least choir ppl and rachel said i was good! Yay!=) haha, left soon after as trainig wasn't really long...

Sorry if my post is really short and wierd, but i haven't the time! Been chasing and chionging others for the FAA appraisal thingy! Sigh, Gtg! =S